Just friends

Chapter 21- Just Overthinking

*Sexual Content (kind of)*
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Tristan

She actually kissed me. I can't believe this is actually happening, this shouldn't be happening though.

Matt is still one of my closest friends.

"Wait mm wait. Harper?" I pull away holding her face.

"Should we be doing this?" I ask.

She's panting and giving me a look of hunger.. fuck she can't look at me like that. It makes me forget why I can't do this with her. But I want this sooo bad. I want her.

"I don't know but do you want to do this? Because all I know is right now I do." She gives me an innocent smile and fuck fuck fuck. I've been waiting for this for 3 years why give up now? So I smash my lips back into hers.

I continue to kiss her and I nibble her lip, I hear her gasp. I have no thoughts, I'm liquid.

I lift her up while she wraps her legs around my waist and I push her up against the wall. She's grabbing my shirt and I'm kissing her neck and I hear a small whimper come out of her. I could never stop touching her..

"God what the fuck have you done to me." I groan. I'm reaching up her shirt and I grab her bra, I don't know if I'll ever have the chance to do this again so might as well make the most of it.

"Shirt off. Now." I order and she grabs the bottom of her shirt continuing to kiss me and throws it to the floor. God she's wearing a lacy black bra it's pushing up her boobs perfectly.

Shit.

I begin to kiss down her neck and into her cleavage and she let's out a gentle moan, holding me like it's the last time she'll ever hold me again. Fuck I'm horny.. I haven't made out or done anything like this with anybody in months.

I unbuckle my belt and take of my shirt. My brain is mush and I feel like a helpless dog. Fuck what am I gonna do after this? What's going to happen after we leave this party?

She's now kissing all the way down my chest, I feel her everywhere. I haven't even fucked her yet and I feel this ending...very fast.

"Keep doing that and I won't be able to do all the things I've been dreaming to do to you for 3 years." I pull her back up to my face. I want to stay here.. with her forever.

"Wait wait wait." She breathes and we both are a sweating, panting mess. I stop immediately.

"Did I do something are you ok? Do you want to stop?" I ask and she shakes her head.

"No it's not that... at all but.. you're right. What about Matt? I mean you're his friend. This is-"

"Wrong?" I hear Matt's voice and I see the terror on Harper's face.

Fuck.

"Sorry to interrupt I just saw you guys on the back porch and you two just.. disappeared so I went to go look for you guys. I'm gonna go." Matt closes the door to the garage and I look back at Harper. She looks as white as a ghost.

"MATT WAIT!!" Harper yells and looks back at me.

She grabs her shirt and as much as I want to go back to what we were just doing... She looks like she'd be anywhere but here. She really wants to talk to Matt and I need to respect that because I need to talk to him too. But I have no words about what just happened between us.

"I need to go." She says but she doesn't leave. She continues to just stare at me what feels like forever and I guess something snaps her out of her gaze.