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Even If I Cry A Thousand Tears

Even If I Cry A Thousand Tears ( One Shot )

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight

Would you come back to me

And even if I walked on the water

Would you come out to sea

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me ...

" Ugh Jane can you turn off the radio ? " I said with an irritating voice .

" Why ? The music is nice naman ah . Don't tell me .... " Jane said with a curiosity in her looks .

" Stop ! I have moved on . Okay ? Hindi ko lang talaga gusto yung music " I'd said . Tsk . Uulitin na naman kasi yung topic about why I broke up with Mark .

" You've move on ? Really ? "

" Yeah .. "

" But you've still love him ? " She said sabay lapit sa akin . I do not answer her question . She knows what would be my answer is .

" See .. You still love him . You can't deny it . "

" Yeahh . I still love him . But masama ba kung pagod na ko sa takbo ng relationship namin ? " I said .

" Eh tinanong mo ba siya kung napapagod na din siya sa takbo ng relationship niyo ? You know Mark naman diba . Kahit ganun yun ka busy sa band . Still binibigyan ka niya ng quality time para magkasama kayo di ba ? He even go here para lang makapag bonding kayo ... " Jane said while turning off the radio . Napatungo na lang ako .. Alam kong tama naman ang sinabi niya eh .. Di ko man lang muna tinanong si Mark kung pagod na siya ...

" Saka di mo ba naalala yung naikwento mo sakin dati ? " dagdag pa niya .

" Ha ? Naikwentong alin ? "

" Yung .. He go here at nakipaglaro sa inyo ng little sister mo with you and your Dad nang monopoly card . Even he's too tired dahil sa gig nila .... " After sabihin yon ni Jane . Di ko alam kung bakit naiyak ako sa sinabi niya .. Feeling ko ang selfish ko .. Iniisip ko lang yung sarili ko . Dahil lang sa nahihirapan na ako na i-break ko siya .. I do not even ask him kung nahihirapan na din siya ..

" Mali ba ko ? Mali bang mapagod ako ? Kasalanan ko ba yun ? Ang selfish ko ba ? " I said while the tears are still falling in my eyes .

" Shhhhh ... No walang maling desisyon . Siguro hindi talaga si Mark ang para sa'yo ... O kung kayo man , siguro isa lang itong challenge sa inyo ni God . Di ba ? Jane said while comforting me . " Tsaka kasalanan mo man o hindi . You know that I'm always here for you . "

" Yeah . I know . Thanks Jane .. >>:') "

" So tutuloy ka papuntang Italy ? " She asked while helping me to pack up my things . I've decided na , pumayag sa offer ni Dad na dun kami tumira ng mga kapatid ko with them . Until we graduated our college .

" Yep . Siguro sina Mom and Dad naman yung sundin ko . Minsan lang kasi sila humingi ng request . And it's time na siguro na i-grant naming yung request nila "

" Aww . Ma mi-miss kita .. Pano ba yan . I don't have my sexiest bestfriend na " Jane said while pouting . Oww what a cute bestfriend is her .

" Nah . Anong ginagawa ng facebook ? Twitter ? And Skype . Tsaka mami-miss din kita ... Super pa sa super .. Saka wala na akong taga advice dun "

" Wag ka na kayang umalis ? "

" Nope . Di pwede .. Ano ka ba , 4 or 5 years lang kami dun . "

" Mami-miss talaga kita " She said . And we hugged each other .