tell me, how you believe in something that you've never seen? is true love real or is it make believe?
moe pov
i asked myself why was happiness so hard for me all the time. or did i have to be dumb for it?
fuck all the signs you giving me that i aint your one and only. it's been like that for as long as i can remember. me looking for love because i aint have it in my unhappy, broken, toxic ass household.
how you give up on it just because you aint find it yet? well maybe it just wasnt for me.
i remember the days i felt the best and they were with my ex girlfriend.
every single day was always a different adventure but maybe she was my lesson.
she taught me love in the realest, rawest way.
then zakari was plotting on me it wasn't new to me anymore but now it just felt like i ruined everything because not even a week ago we were arguing.
flashback
"why does it feel like i'm the only one trying here, it's 70/30" i asked while my chest started to ping with hurt.
"idk you just tripping again, you on your period or something?" zakari asked with no emotion.
i left like i always do.
shit gets real, my feelings get hurt and i leave.
now i see what they meant with that hurt people, hurt people saying.
soon as we started arguing was when she felt like she needed to post her face and entertain bitches while we argued.
this was the first time my feelings were actually hurt because i'm nonchalant to everything else nothing matters, i didn't care.
but her...shit she was different and it pissed me off that i couldn't just shrug it off my shoulder.
then my mind flashed back to all the other arguments we had. it was like she ain't give a fuck about shit after our first argument.
i wasn't used to not being "chased" so when it ain't happen i ain't feel a way.
but you posting for social media and saying fuck my texts is crazy...
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prettymaniac: can't call me ugly, 'cause you know i look good ho
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after that i just closed my phone totally and started getting ready to do my hair.
since you playing checkers watch me play chess and ion wanna hear shit.
i hopped in my baby (my car) and went straight to the hair store and played finesse cause
it's cool when they do it, it's problem when i do it FUCK EM.
