𝘕𝘖𝘛𝘖𝘙𝘐𝘖𝘜𝘚

karma

so i hear you wanna fix us
should've act right back when i gave a fuck
know you wishing you were here when you next to her
know i'm all up in your head while you sexing her
thought about beating up them hoes
even thought about burning up your clothes
but the best karma was me letting you go
now sit back, shorty, watch this glow

AN: so this chapter is dedicated to my beautiful lady, if you see this i was thinking about you.

moe pov.

the reality that somebody that close to me died wasn't sitting right with my mind or spirit especially since i was watching a live broadcast instead of physically attending.

but i couldn't see her. what happened replayed in my head over and over again rent free.

key and sleeze finally let me go home and i had to face the wraith of what god made my parents..

my mom (tia): where the fuck were you?

my dad (damon): why ask her where she was at when she could just leave you wanna be grown and shit, leaving the house and not telling nobody shit, then you come back in here like you didn't see us tryna get in contact with you, i ain't begging a soul to stay under my goddamn roof so get the fuck out and go where you been at.

i replied dryly "y'all aint ever gotta worry bout me the fuck again" i packed up my electronics and the things i cared about and left that hell hole while i hugged my siblings bye.

i knew this shit was coming.

even though they told my parents i had to go off the grid it was always something and personally i was just beyond tired of everybody shit i can take care of my fucking self.

then the groupchat started ringing...

𝕤𝕝𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕪𝕨𝕚𝕜𝕚𝕡𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕒 😩❤️ is calling...

whogotdakeyz: OMG BITCH ARE YOU OKAY?
sneezeoffthedope: let her breathe key damn
mo3: i guess today had to be the day i finally got my will smith, independence day.

i laughed a little hearing my voice crack and my face heat up as tears ran down my cheeks...

whogotdakeyz: moe come over here with us you know we'd never put you out.
sneezeoffthedope: or you want us to come get you?

i started wiping my face feeling my eyes rewater themselves
mo3: it's okay i'm otw now gimme bout ten minutes.

call ended...

then i called kaye knowing she didn't wanna talk to me i let it ring and she picked up on the third ring.

"hey, what's going on moe?" she said ... her words were slick like baby oil and her voice was deep yet beautifully feminine and it always had an effect on me but not like this.

"..moe are you there, are you okay?" she asked and i snapped out of it.

"i'm sorry, can i see you?" i asked looking at her then back at the road.

"yeah, i'm sending you my lo right now be safe" she said as she hung up.

i pulled into my job tryna secure some hours for the weekend and get a free meal and shit and i just had to run into my fucking lame ass ex and her group of birds she called her "gang"