5SOS//One Shots and Imagines

xx Ashton Irwin xx (Part 1)

(Your P.O.V.)

Hey.
- Me :P

I waited for Ashton to text back, but continuously he ignores me. He has been doing this for a few days now. I have texted him 7 times within those days, yet he still ignores me.

I even tried to call him, go over to his house, and more but he wasn't even home. It's like he just, disappeared.

Before he left, he told me he would talk to me soon, but it's been a while and it's starting to worry me.

We have been dating for 3 months now and haven't stopped talking once. We would talk from the moment we're both awake to the second one of us falls asleep, even during classes.

Then all of a sudden, he ignores me. Did I do something?

This isn't the only thing I've noticed though. There are things that I have noticed that have been happening for the past month:
He started saying 'I love you' a month ago, and once I said it back, he stopped saying it as much.
He hasn't been showing up to work, and when he does he has bags under his eyes.
He has been wearing long sleeves and all black and it's hotter than hell outside. I mean, it is in the summer. He is crazy for wearing skinny jeans and all black.
He stopped doing the small gestures like holding my hand, leaning on me when I sit by him, or touching me at all.
He barely smiles anywhere, no matter who he talks to. Oh never mind that, he smiles anytime he is around Calum, but who doesn't. Hah.
He kisses me once a week. Unlike when he used to kiss me thousands of times a day.
He doesn't show as much emotion anymore. When I tell him something, he'll say "Cool" or "Ok".

I have no idea why, but he is separating from me. It's depressing me too.

*three days later*

Ashton finally came back. He walked into work looking great, unlike normal. He also smiled at every customer when he handed them their food. The fact is, he has noticed me. Every time I would glance at him, he'd be looking at me but once he saw that I caught him, he would turn away.

It is lunch time now, and he still hasn't said a word to me. We are eating across from each other with our other coworkers, but they are all laughing while we are staring at each other.

What if he doesn't like me anymore?
What if he is cheating?
What if he never really liked me?

A few days ago, I was at a party with my best friend. One of her cousins, who happens to be in a few of Ashton's college extra curriculums, told me he had been looking for a girlfriend ever since he has been here. He asked almost every girl, and even flirts with other girls now behind my back.
He also said Ashton was very desperate for a girlfriend and it didn't help my case.

I was getting really upset and broke the stare with Ashton and looked away to the cars out the window.

Maybe I should break up with him.

This ran through my head the rest of the night, and I couldn't sleep. I had classes tomorrow, and would probably end up falling asleep in history.

I started typing up a pros and cons list.

Pros:

1. He is nice when he talks to me.
2. I really like him. I am pretty sure I fell in love with him weeks ago.
3. His personality when no one is around is perfect, and when he isn't showing off, he is a really good person.
4. He has a perfect body and even though I haven't seen under his boxers, I have seen his toned abs.
5. He almost always makes me smile.
6. He tries to make me smile and laugh.
7. He is very different but also so similar to me. (Good for relationships)
8. He respects my decisions on things.
9. HE LIKES FALL OUT BOY!(and other bands except for Blink182)