5SOS//One Shots and Imagines

MichealXReader

(TRIGGER WARNING: THIS MAY BRING UP BAD THOUGHTS OR SUCH. I DON'T RECOMMEND YOU READING IF YOU MAY BE HURT OR EFFECTED BY THIS ONESHOT. SKIP OVER TO THE NEXT IF IT DOES. AND REMEMBER, WE LOVE YOU. <3 YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. DON'T LET ANYONE KICK YOU DOWN.)

You and Micheal were walking in school one day. You notice a poster for your town's annual fair. You point it out secretly hoping that he would ask you. He awkwardly asks you if you want to go with him, but only as friends. You soon realise you were shut down, but you are still happy to go with him. You keep asking yourself why you thought he would ask you, he is with the most beautiful girl you have ever seen. She is amazing and perfect, but doesn't have anything in common with Micheal. Later that night you text him. He doesn't answer which is very odd. Usually he answers right away. You decide to go to his house and make sure he is ok. You knock on the door and no one answers. You grab your spare key and let yourself in the house. The lights are off except for one upstairs light you caught a glimpse of. You sneak upstairs and hear a girls voice. You automatically recognise it. It was Taylor, Micheal's girlfriend. You decide to back away, but hear her say something about you. She said that she thinks you are ugly and you just want Micheal all to yourself. You shake it off. You decide to listen for more. You hear Micheal say something you know he will stick up for you. You guys have been friends since you first met in 7th grade. He just laughs and says probably. Taylor tells Micheal she doesn't want him around you anymore. He asks why. She just gets mad and keeps telling him awful things about you. Micheal through a mirror you see him with a straight face. He agrees with her. All the sudden your phone goes off and you grab it suddenly. Micheal hears it. Taylor says it was just the wind or something. She leans in for a kiss. You check your phone because it is too painful to watch. It is from Micheal telling you that you can't be friends anymore. You feel a tear run down your face. You look up and see Micheal and Taylor kissing. You start crying. You walk into the room not caring how you look, even though you made sure your makeup was perfect. Micheal sees you and looks sad as Taylor takes a picture and posts it to Facebook. You yell at Micheal and he just starts yelling telling you to leave his house. You say fine and run off. You get in your car and speed to your house. You call Cal because you know he cares. He brings Lace over and you start telling them about what happened. Lace puts an arm around you and you cry on her shoulder. Cal says it's not worth crying over. He calls Micheal. You can hear Micheal's cut adorable happy voice over the phone. You hate that you love him. You can't stand it. After about an hour everyone leaves. And you fall asleep on the couch. You wake up the next morning by Callum yelling. You ask what's wrong. "HE IS DEAD!", Calum yells from the floor. Tears in his eyes. You soon realise who is dead. You start crying. A few days later you are at the funeral service for Michael. You cry the whole time. You should have been there and listened to him. Understood him. Cared about him. You hear the preacher talk about how he died. Overdose on drugs. You seen his body in the casket before you walk away. He wanted to be buried in his favourite shirt. The one you got for him. The preacher handed you a box with your name on it. You open it right away. Inside reads a letter says
Y/N,
I love you. I always have and always will. Nothing you say will change it. My arms have cuts along with my side and my body is gone because of drugs and bleach. It's not your fault. It is my own fault for not telling you how I feel.
Love,
The one that wants you to love him
Michael
XxX

You begin crying. You see his All Time Low shirt on and his ripped jeans. His beautiful hair. He looked so peaceful. And gorgeous. You saw his scars and bruises. You saw your name on his arm scratched in. The bloods was scanned over as he only did it 3 nights ago. You look at the rest of the items in the box. You see pictures of you and him. You saw when he reached over and kissed you cheek and held your hand on your first roller coaster. That moment he won you a teddy bear at the fair and used most of his money. How could you have of been so dumb. At the bottom of the box you saw a price of paper it said "I wish that I could wake up with amneisia" you flip it over to reveal all the lyrics. You cry. You scream and yell and try waking him up just hoping he would open his eyes and so what if he hated you, you want him alive. You punch him then kiss him and say your sorry for being an awful person. You keeps trying to softly wake him up getting more aggressive as you go. You tell him you hate him for doing this and leaving you here. You call him no good and awful. You spot Taylor in the back kissing Luke. How could he?! And her?! You begin to attack Taylor while Luke tries to hold you back. Luke yells at Taylor for making a move. Ashton comes and takes you into a seat near him and Hannah. They are upset but you run to the front and collapse crying. You are the first and last to throw dirt into the ground where Micheal was buried. You come to his grave everyday for weeks. You come home around 5 as you spend 2 hours there each day telling him you love him. One day you bring a camera and record everything. One day you write everyone's names on a paper telling them to watch this video. One day you record yourself explains everything. One day you don't come back. One day you bring the blades and the pills and the bleach. You find a rope. You attach the rope and make a slip knot to a branch that is right above Michaels grave. You cut until you see spots. Down the road not across the street. Down the road is a longer journey with more dangers. You take the pills. The drink the bleach cup by cup. You put your head into the rope and jump. Telling Michael you love him one last time. One day is the last day.

~A/N
Sorry this was so sad, but I write my mood and I felt sad so sorry. I hoped you enjoyed my little Oreo pop tart unicorn zombies.

~kat xXx