Forbidden Love: Part 1

Chapter 8

"So You've Moved On?" Roman Asked, As He Closed The Door.

"Markus Is A Just Friend." I Said.

"You Don't Kiss Your Friends On The Lips Bianca! Remember? Just Like You Told Me!" He Snapped. I Rolled My Eyes And Sighed. He Walked Up On Me Until My Back Was Against The Wall.

"Roman Move!" I Said.

"Tell Me You Don't Love Me." He Said. I Glanced Down At My Shoes. He Knew I Loved Him More Than Anything In The World...Besides My Brother.

"Roman I Need To Get To Work." I Said.

"Tell Me You Don't Love Me, And I'll Leave You Alone For Good." He Said. I Sighed, But Didn't Say A Word.

"That's What I Thought. Get To Work." He Said. He Kissed My Forehead And I Walked Out The Office. I Ran Into The Bathroom And Cried. I Loved Roman To Death, But He Was Married And Messing With Other Women! What Else Was I Supposed To Do?

"Are You Okay? What's Wrong? What Did Roman Do Now?" Kristina Asked, As She Came Into The Bathroom. I Wiped My Face.

"He Didn't Do Anything. It's My Mom. She Still Hasn't Come Home And Daniel Is Starting To Get More Suspicious." I Lied. She Gave Me A Hug.

"Don't Let That Upset You. Just Continue To Take Care And Be There For Him." She Said. I Dried My Eyes And Hugged Her Again.

"Thanks." I Said.

"What Are Best Friends For?" She Said. We Went Back Out And Began Working. Tonight Was Actually Busy As I Bagged The Food And Handed It To Kristina To Hand Out.

"People Should Really Learn To Cook!" Kristina Said. I Burst Out Laughing.

"Yeah They Do." I Said.

"Bianca Go On Break." Roman Said. I Nodded And Clocked Out. I Went Into The Bathroom And Lit Me A Cigerette. I Really Wanted This Night To Be Over.

"Bianca." I Heard Roman Calling From The Lobby. I Hopped Off The Sink And Ran Into One Of The Stalls. Why Is He Always Bothering Me? He Then Came Walking Into The Bathroom.

"Bianca." He Said Again.

"What?" I Said.

"Come Out Here And Talk To Me." He Said. I Sighed. I Walked Out Of The Bathroom Stall And Stood In Front Of Him.

"You Look Good Today." He Said. He Began Rolling His Sleeves Up, Exposing His Sexy Sleeve Tattoo.

"Thanks." I Said. He Slowly Walked Up On Me And Slid The Back Of His Hand Down My Cheek.

"I Love Your Smooth Skin." He Said. I Started Getting That Tingly Feeling Down There. Oh No.

"You Want Me. I Know You Do." He Said. I Backed Away.

"Roman Stop! You Think Sex Is Always The Answer? Well It's Not! I Love You And You're Just Using Me! You're Married With Two Kids And One On The Way! You Don't Love Me....You Just Love The Sex!" I Said. He Just Stared At Me With Those Burning, Hazel Eyes. He Didn't Even Have Anything To Say.

"What? The Truth Hurts Doesn't It?" I Snapped. I Brushed Passed Him, But He Grabbed My Arm.

"Let Me Go!" I Snapped. He Then Kissed Me. I Resisted At First, But Eventually I Gave In. Ugh Why Am I So Weak For This Man?

"We'll Talk Later." He Said. He Kissed Me Again And Walked Out Of The Bathroom. Who Was I Tryna Kid? I Knew I Wouldn't Be Over Roman For Awhile. I Guess I'd Have To Take This One Baby Step At A Time.
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5am Came Faster Than I Thought. I Was Really Tired And Light Headed As I Clocked Out And Walked Towards My Car. I Opened The Door To My Car, And Then Ran Towards The Grass And Threw Up. What The Hell? On The Plus Side, I Feel So Much Better.

"You Okay Babe?" Roman Asked. I Nodded As I Grabbed A Bottled Water To Rinse My Mouth Out.

"What Did You Eat?" He Asked.

"A McChicken. Yall Needa Make Sure That Stuff Is Cooked!" I Snapped.

"I'm Sorry Baby. I'll Make Your Food From Now On." He Said. I Nodded And Got In My Car.

"I Love You." He Said. I Looked At Him.

"So You Say." I Said. I Started My Car And Drove Off; Leaving Him Standing There. This Was Going To Be Harder Than I Thought.

[LATER THAT DAY]

I Woke Up In The Mid Afternoon And I Had The Worst Hot Flashes Ever! I Took A Cold Shower And It Worked A Little, But I Was Still Burning Up. The Heat Was So Unbearable That It Made Me Sick To My Stomach. I Threw Up Numerous Times And Then....Everything Was Over. That Was Odd. I Took Another Shower, Threw On Some Sweats And A Tank Top, And Went To The Kitchen To Eat. I Turned The Corner And Noticed Stacks Of Money Sitting On The Counter.

"What The Hell." I Said Out Loud. I Glanced At The Money And Frowned. My Mom Must Have Been Here. I Gathered Up The Money And Took It To My Private Safe Box That Was Located In The Back Of My Closet. I Punched In The Code And Stuffed The Money In There Along With The Other Cash I Had Stashed Away. BUZZZ BUZZZ! I Heard My Phone Vibrating And That Made Me Jump. It Was Markus Asking Could He Come Over And Chill Until WE Had To Go To Work. Ugh I Hate That. I Said Yes And He Told Me He'd Be Right Over. Working With Both Roman And Markus?? This Is Not Going To End Well.