Please Believe That I Truly Love You (Jenlisa) (Complete)

Chapter Three (M):

Jennie thought she was dreaming. She was lying on a soft bed. The room was in semi darkness and somebody was nuzzling her neck. She felt stubbles against the skin of her neck. That woke her up to the truth. She tried to stand up but her head hurt so much that she lay down again.

"Uhm.. You're awake."

That voice reminded her of some memories of what happened to her. She was at a party, drinking vodka in the gazebo, she agreed to go with this woman. Seriously, maybe she thinks she was some pick-up girl. But she was so nice to her that she didn't feel scared. She has a vogue memory of the woman carrying her off the ferry to a car.

She was so depressed that she could use some kindness, but the girl needs to know that what she thinks about her is wrong. She wanted to say that she really was a nice, decent girl from a good school. She would say that whatever she expected to happen was not possible because she was not at all ready for a one night stand.

"Lisa.." She opened her mouth to speak but the woman lips touched hers and she forgot what to say as she marveled at the taste and feel of the woman.

She opened her mouth fully to accept Lisa's kiss and she felt her tongue tracing the inside of her mouth.

New. This feeling was new to her. Lisa raised her back to remove her clothes and she was powerless to stop her. She just allowed her body and the woman to take in charge.

She felt dizzy but it was clear to her that the woman was wearing a strap on. Oh, God! She didn't know that Lisa can be this wild when it comes to bed.

She felt her naked body against the woman and she gloried in it's warmth. Her hands and mouth explored her body, awakening feelings in her that she never felt before. She discovered pleasures in parts of her body which she never knew existed. There are warning bells in her brain when the woman put her knee between her legs to part them. But then Lisa's lips moved down, tracing sensual patterns on her chest and stomach and her kiss crept lower. She completely ignored whatever her mind was telling her.

She moved above her and entered her in one swift motion and then the woman stopped.

"Oh, my God.." Lisa froze above her.

Jennie knew why she stopped. The pain brought her back to the same reality she discovered. But she thought that it just happened, there was no point to stop. This was her first time and she was not going to spoil it. She wants a good memory to sink into the first time that she made love.

She moved her hips higher and gasped with the pain.

"Please, Lisa. Help me out.."

"Who are you?" The woman whispered.

But her warmth was around Lisa and she was moving under her and soon the woman too was lost.

When it was over, she felt Lisa's lips on hers. And the tenderness of that act brought tears to her eyes. But that didn't last long because it was only a few moments before she realized what she had done.

She just had sex with a complete stranger!

"Excuse me." She said before standing up to go to the bathroom.

She didn't think about what happened. After all, many of her acquaintances had sex much, much younger than her and a lot of them had experienced a one night stand. They even had sex with women! But she wasn't just some other girl. What was she thinking?

She entered the shower room to take a bath. She didn't use the hot water. She needed a cold water to make sure that all this was really happening to her. That it wasn't all a dream. That for the first time in her life she had sex and it was with a stranger whose name was Lisa, a woman and she didn't even know what her last name was. It would have been funny if it weren't too humilating.

After a long time in the bathroom she was forced to go out, Besides she would have to face the woman sooner or later. She was already freezing inside the bathroom wearing nothing but the thin towel wrapped around her.

The light was on when she came out. The woman was sitting on the bed, covering her body with a blanket. It looks like it's waiting for the bathroom door to open.

Shock registered on Lisa's face when she saw her. "Holy shit! How old are you?" That was the first question she asked.

She looked for something to look at because she couldn't look at the woman's face. She turned her gaze to a mirror installed on a wall. She saw her reflection what the woman saw.

Her long hair was wet, framing a young teenager's face. And since all the sophistication lent to her by expensive clothes and salon is gone, she looks even younger than her real age.

"Twenty-one." She lied.

The woman was not convinced. "Look at me try again."

Jennie followed that order. She gently faced Lisa. That was her first view of her face. Despite the situation, she thought that no wonder Jungkook was in love with this woman. To describe her as gorgeous would not enough.

Jungkook is handsome in a boy-next-door type of handsomeness. But the woman in front of her with her straight nose, sensuous plump lips and firm jaw was all woman. And her doe eyes would be so very beautiful if they weren't focused on her like she was something that had suddenly grown two heads.

The woman is still waiting for her answer to her question. She would rather jump out the window than to tell the truth. "Seventeen." But she did.

"Oh, Lord!"

"I'm sorry." She said. She didn't know why she apologized. After all, she was the one who lost her virginity. "I'm sorry." She said it again and for some reason, she started crying.

The woman was next to her for a moment. She put her arm around her. "No. I didn't mean.. Honey, please don't cry." She caressed her back.

Jennie couldn't help herself. Lisa called her "Honey." She cried even more. "Sorry I don't normally cry." She said recovering. She wiped her tears with the back of her hands. "Come to think of it, I don't normally sleep around either."

"I noticed." The woman said.

She wanted to cry again, but she knew that Lisa was making light of the situation so she chose to smile. "Of course you did."

"Okay." The woman pulled her to sit on the bed.

"I suppose we can start from the very beginning. I took you here thinking that you were.." Lisa hesitated about what to say because she might offend her.

"I know. I've thought about that." She figured out that the woman's reaction showed that she first thought, that she was one of those girls who had a one night stand or else she thought that she was used to such arrangements.

"Yes. So who are you really?"

Jennie laughed at her stupidity before saying the answer she thought of. One day she was sure of who she was, what she could do or not. But now she wasn't so sure. And for Christ's sake, why doesn't stop her chest from beating so fast? "Right now, I don't know who I am."

"Alright, Let's make it more simple. Let's start with what I already know. I know that you are Jennie Ruby Jane Kim, seventeen years old.."