hawk sister

chapter 35

All 3 of them arrived back at demetris house to plan the plan.
Y/n wasn't really listening because she was still panicking and bouncing her leg up and down anxiously. Hawk was the one explaining the plan while he was lying on the sofa with his broken leg up in a cast and demetri was just listening.
"So maybe if we call the police and tell them to go to David's and then when they say we're on our way we go there and try and provoke him to hit us which will be easy because he loves hitting us over the smallest things" hawk said.
Demetri nodded his head meaning he's on board with that plan. Y/n on the other hand just wasn't responding.
Hawk and demetri looked at her concerned.
" I'll give you a minute" demetri said leaving hawk to talk to y/n.
Hawk sat up even though it was really painful and tried to hold y/n hand but she moved it away.
" Hey I know your scared but we're going to get this bastard" hawk said.
Y/n finally looked hawk in the eye.
" Even if he goes to prison I'll still feel his hands and breath all over me. I'll still think he's going to come through the door even though he won't. I'll still be living my life in fear of another man coming into our lives and doing this again because we both know David won't be the last" y/n said.
A tear rolled down hawks face. He remembers the first step dad he ever had and how he used to touch him and hurt him while hawk laid there in fear. Hawk never stopped feeling him touching him.
" I know but I'll protect you from all of them. I know I let you down with David but I've never let any of the others hurt you" hawk started crying harder.
Y/n finally put her hand on hawks
" You didn't let me down. You tried to protect me from the bad that happens in our house but it was always going to happen to me" y/n said eventually hugging hawk.
They were both crying hysterically now.
" Oh and hawk. You need to put yourself first every once in a while. I know you care about me but I care about you too and I need you to just take a break every now and again because your always stressing out about something and your always tired. I know you don't have much of a choice to live like this but at least try and take a break and let me and demetri step in to help" y/n smiled.
Hawk smiled hugging her tighter.
" Thank you. I love you" hawk said.
" I love you too. Now let's go get this asshole" y/n said pulling away from the hug and standing up to call the police to Start the plan.