One shots (Boyxboy)

The Unexpected {need editing}

#4607+words #love #stepsiblings Edited 06/08/2021

A/N There is some sexually content between stepbrothers but nothing overly graphic - Jayne

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Noel POV

Have you ever fallen in love with someone that will never love you back and wished you could take it back, wish you didn't anything at all because the person is someone you shouldn't fall for, yeah I have but this is something I really shouldn't be saying or thinking because it's wrong and it will hurt someone and not just me but no matter what I do I can't stop thinking about it....ugh why does life have to be so complicated sometimes, I've tried to ignore it, told myself over and over that I shouldn't be feeling this way, that it would only hurt me more as time goes on but no matter what the feeling is still there

My names Noel I'm 20 years old with blonde hair and blue eyes people say that I'll go far with just my looks but I've never seen myself like that, do you want to know why I'm panicking of course you do....well you see I'm in love and I wish it was with my best friend but sadly it's not I'm in love with my stepbrother and his boyfriend Seth, I sighed I've tried to stop feeling like this because I know if people find out they would be disgusted and if my stepbrother Drake finds out he will hate me and most likely never talk to me again and I can't go through life without him, I just can't tell him and it's making my life more stressful

His mum dated my dad for a few months during my junior year of high school, before they decided to get married, I wasn't really against it to be honest because my dad had been on his own for a number of years before then, and then he told me that she had a son who was older than me by a few years but I didn't care, it wasn't like we were going to become great friends so soon or even ever but I was surprised when Drake was first introduced to me he was smiling and really wanted to get to know me as well, which I found really great, unfortunately it was around that time that I finally admitted to myself that I was gay and preferred watching the guys on the football team than the cheerleaders, I never told Drake about it until one night he brought his boyfriend home, Seth was everything I liked in a guy, he was tall, dark hair, great body and even better a great personality, so I was smitten by him but it was when I would see them together that I saw the beauty of them both and that scared me, it scared me so much that I often tried to stay away from them

Senior year was when I decided to leave our small town and move to somewhere that people don't know everything about everyone, what I didn't realise that Drake and Seth would follow me, I was shocked when after a few weeks settling in they both turned up saying they were moving to my college because it had better faculties, at first I tried to stay away from them again but they were constantly wanting to talk to me, I ended up having a big talk to myself saying that if I continue to afford them, they might think I was being funny and probably demand to know what was going on and I know for the fact that I would probably blurt it out, so I started off slowly and asking to hang out on Friday's because when they use to ask me I would always say I was busy, so I came up with saying that my project was finished and I could finally hang out with them now, I remember how happy they were when I said that but I never took it to heart

After the first few years of living in the dorms Drake and Seth had asked me to move in with them for my last remaining years at college, I didn't need to ask permission to stop living in the dorms because I wasn't a freshman, so with some hesitation I accepted only because my dormmate was driving me up the wall, with all the parties he keeps having and all the girls he brings back to our room, whether I'm there or not he truly doesn't care, at first it was fine living with them both but after a few months I notice how my eyes kept following them around the apartment and knew something had to change before I lost my stepbrother for good, I couldn't even tell you how my feelings began really but I know I can't have them and it's hurting to see them both cuddling on the sofa and knowing I can't join in, that's what made me realise that it's time to leave because even if I love them, the love they have for each other is much stronger and I would only mess that up for them