It's been 2 weeks since I've talked, or even looked at Carl, and I'm not going to lie it hurts like a bitch. Debbie,Ian,Lip, and Fiona have been coming over to check on me. But I have a feeling Carl is telling them to so I haven't really said much.
Me, Kev, and V have been spending lots of time together lately, and it's been nice, today I'm going with Kev to the Alibi, I'm pretty sure that's illegal, but who am I to judge.
I'm getting ready when I hear someone throwing rocks at my window and open it.
I look down and see Carl, and I go to close it but he stops me "Wait Mya, we need to talk" he says in a stern voice "I'm giving you 2 minutes and you stand right there. Or you can come to the Alibi later because I'm going with Kev. Pick or I'm picking for you" I say pissed off, and not wanting to talk to him.
"I'll see you later then" he says and walks off.
I finish getting ready and me and leave with Kev, on the ride there I sit and stare out the window still mad
"What's wrong Mya, who's ass do I need to kick" Kev says and rubs my shoulder. "You don't need to kick anyone's ass, just Carl came over and said 'we need to talk' like I didn't already know that. I was finally starting to get over it too, so he said he's stopping by the Alibi later is that's fine" I say to kev holding back tears.
"Yea it's fine, work it out. Or don't, I'm not telling you what to do. What I will say though is be careful this time, he's a Gallagher I don't know what you expect. So I would try and change him, in a good way, make him stop being such a whore" kev says in a calm tone.
"Ok thanks" I say as we pull up and get out.
About 45 minutes pass and I hear the door open, I look up and see, you guessed it. Carl.
"Come outside" he says and waves me over.
I go outside and sit on the curb and stare at my shoes, "go ahead, talk" I say, "ok look, I'm really fucking sorry ok. And I understand if you don't want to be with me anymore I really do. Just know I'm sorry." He says, I can tell he's sorry, but that's not enough
"I believe you, I know you're sorry. But you loss my trust Carl, I fucking loved you I gave up a lot to be with you. I haven't been in a committed relationship in years because of shit like this. I just don't understand why you did it. So pleas Carl, tell me why the fuck you did it" I say trying not to cry.
"Because, her dad is a police officer, if I get on his good side then I'll be less likely to get busted." Carl says
"So you did it so that you can be a wanna be drug lord? You risked a happy and healthy relationship for that? Carl do you ever fucking think" I say standing up and half yelling at him
"No Mya maybe I don't, I'm trying to make money for my family because we're poor. I can't do anything else, and this bring in big bucks, so unless you can help me apply somewhere else, I don't know what the fuck to tell you" he says and starts to walk away.
I pull his arm back "Fine, I'll help you. But get rid of Dom, and stop the drug shit. You already did once I know you can again" I say with a small smile, "deal" he says and hugs me
"But I have 2 more that I have to run, and I'll be done for good." He says and pulls away from the hug, "wanna come with me" he says
"Sure, I'll go tell Kev" I say and walk inside "kev I'm going with Carl" I say and give him a hug "glad to see y'all worked things out, stay out of trouble kid" he says and hugs me back.
I walk out and see carl standing there "ready?" He says and puts his arm around my shoulder.
A/n- Sooooo, I know what I'm going to do for the ending!! So I'll probably be rapping this one up soon, but I'm going to be making a sequel so don't worry!!
Xoxo, Z
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Oh Gallagher-Carl Gallagher (Book one)
Hayran KurguAs I'm drifting off to sleep I feel a pair of arms wrap around me. "it's ok, it's just me baby" I hear Carl say, and smile. READ "I love you, forever" AFTER THIS ONE!!!