Whims

Dummy

Do you know what it feels like,

When you want to share something or you really want to talk to someone,

then confess that you're really not okay?

I wanna explain everything...

that there is no problem but why do I feel empty?

Why do I feel sad? 

Why do I feel so lonely even though there are people that are trying to be my friends? 

Why? Why I'm like this? 

Why...

But then,

I'm afraid to be judged,

that they might think that I just want attention, 

that I'm just lying, that I'm just making a story...

they might listen to me but in their minds they might say,

"What are you saying?" 

"Why are you saying this to me? Idc." 

"Attention seeker." 

"So you're fake depressed now." 

Hahahaha

That's why I'm here, on my Facebook dummy account, writing this. 

No friends to see this.

*Clicks post button*

I want to be understood, for them to know why do I act like this, 

but.. I can't.

I'm scared.. 

Please help me...