Whims

Unreal

I got this strange feeling that I'm gonna die young.

I mean it.

Like soon.

I have no sense of something for the future.

I can't see myself even for tomorrow.

Living in the present feels unreal.

But the past always feels like it's from yesterday.

And it was years ago.

I stopped living for years.

And one day, I just woke up.

Feels like something is wrong with me.

I don't feel alive,

I feel like I should've been dead.

I feel literally empty.

What do I do?