-No control-

Chapter 13

-HARRYS POV-

I run into my room and shut the door quickly.

My notebook and pencil I was writing in moments ago were still sitting on my bed.

I scoop up the objects and sit down at the edge of the bed.

Since Emma painted a picture of me because she loves art ,I'm going to write her something because I love writing.

First I had to figure out what type of writing it would be.

A letter?

A story?

A poem?

A song?

I narrowed my choices down to two.I would either write her a poem or a song.

In language class we would often have small grades where we would be given a subject and we would have a few minutes to write a poem about it.I am very familiar with writing poems but would that be good enough for a present to Emma?

On the other hand,I used to be in a band in high school so I have been told I have a nice singing voice but that was over 2 years ago and I may have lost it.

But....Emma would probably enjoy it either way and I enjoy writing songs.

I decided to write her a song in the end, so I found a blank page in my journal and wrote "Emma's song" on the top of it.

I started scribbling ideas and erasing the ones I changed my mind about.This occurred for a few hours till I finally had a base.

Crazy life

crazy times

Your everything

We're a few of the words I had decided to include.

Slowly but surely I kept adding words till it became dark outside.

I had only finished half of a page before I heard a quiet knock on the door.

"Harry? Can I come in? " Emma says through the door.

I closed my journal and hid it under the comforter before answering.

"Yeah, you can come in."

She opens the door quickly and looks at me with a small smile.

"Hey" she whispers

"Hi,you okay?" I ask

"Uhh yeah, just bored." She says

"Oh"

"Why have you been in your room all day? I'm lonely downstairs." She says with a weak smile

"Oh...ummm..I was working on something."

"Oh.can I help!" She smiles

I take a long pause to think about how I should answer her, then it hits me! There actually is a way for her to help.

"Actually...yes" I smile at her then tap a spot next to me on my bed,signaling her to sit down.

"Oh great!" She smiles bigger then runs to the bed.

I grab the notebook from under the comforter and open it to a new page.Since I only had part of the chorus written I decided that she could help me write the rest.

"I need you to help me find some rhyming words." I say

"Oh okay! I'm good at rhyming." She smiles.
"But what is this for?"

"Umm nothing specific..just a hobby." I lie

"Okay...what are we rhyming?" She ask me totally oblivious that she's helping me with her own birthday present.

"Okay..I'll say a word and I want you to say the first rhyming word that comes to your mind."

"Okay"

"Falling star" I start and write down the words as I go

"Getaway car"she quickly replies

"Day" I say

"Say" she answers

This goes on for a long periodolically time.
(omfg I'm so sorry I had to)

My page slowly fills up with rhyming words and I'm 99% sure I could have stopped this game a long time ago.

But honestly..at that moment I didn't really care about the song.

After the first 30 minutes we just started to have fun.Rhyming became harder and then we began to give up.We kept the game going but instead of rhyming it became a game where I say a word and she says the first word that comes to her mind. The word Kidney and stone made us laugh pretty hard but chicken and strip brought tears.We were having a great time and we both laughed at the dumbest things.

I was so glad she came up here just to talk to me and I also felt shitty because I wasn't the one to go to her.What kind of crappy boyfriend am I?

"Hey Emily?" I say stopping our word game.

"What?" She ask confused by my sudden seriousness

"I'm sorry I've been isolating myself all day...I feel really bad leaving you alone"

"Oh stop it." She says fanning away air."it's totally fine"

"Your way better at this dating stuff then I am.I didn't even think about taking you on a date" I say forcing a small laugh.

"Yeah." She says smiling at the ground.

"But I promise I've been up here all day for a good reason." I insist.

"You better be." She laughs

"I am I promise.and thanks for understanding" i smile at her

She leaned in to kiss me and lingers there for a little longer then usual.When her lips leave mine I suddenly feel empty.

"As long as I still get to kiss you...I honestly couldn't care less." She smiles

"Your amazing" I say stroking her cheek with my hand.

"I know."

She bites her lip and smiles before rubbing her soft little nose against mine.

"I'm going to go to bed.Goodnight Harry"she says kissing me one last time before hopping off the bed.

"Goodnight" I say

She walked out of the room and shut the door behind her leaving me with my thoughts.

"I have the best girlfriend ever." I whisper to myself and fall back on my bed.

Which means this song has to be good.

<>You guys probably didn't do the math but the 'day' this chapter occurred on was June 2nd and Emma's birthday is June 15 just letting you know!<>

<>fun fact of the day: you can not snore and dream at the same time<> I do both but I guess not at the same time lol sorry for my randomness.