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Chapter 6

<>When you try your best but you don't succeed^^ lol I tried making an edit of the characters.Danielle Campbell is Emma Davis and Harry is Harry.comment opinions<>

-Harry's POV-
I woke up the next morning refreshed after that long day I had the day before.I sat up in my bed and pushed my curled/frizzy hair out of my face.I can't stop thinking about everything.My mind full of jumbled words.I needed to get rid of them some how.

I would have to think of it later...

I got out of bed and removed my clothes.Still quite tired I wrapped a towel around my naked body and exited my room,heading towards the bathroom.As I walked past Emma's room I didn't see her so I assumed she was already awake and downstairs.I entered the bathroom and hopped into the shower.

The hot water blasted against my skin and gave me a soothing massage.I spent about 10 minutes just standing under the water and thinking.

I don't know why I always had these thoughts while in the shower but I did.

First I thought about how much the world has changed.Then I started thinking about my parents and grandparents.Then finally my whole brain was overtaken by Emma.

Her beautiful face,perfect smile,soft skin, and soothing voice.Just the thought of her made me feel some type of way. I always thought she was beautiful since the day I met her but I started having weird...different feeling for her since she held my hand in the car...

Her hand were so soft and fragile,running softly against my hand.She made me feel better just by listening to me rant and by hugging me.My brain was on overload and I couldn't control it. I needed to do something about it.

I remembered walking in Emma's room seeing her writing in a journal one day.Maybe that was what I needed to do.

I poured some soap on a scrubby and rubbed it all over my body.Soap quickly formed bubbles and I rinsed it off under the hot water.

After I got out of the shower I got dressed and headed down stairs to find out what Emma was up to.

When I got down there I saw her sitting at the table eating toast with tea.

"Good morning" she smiles and tries to swallow the toast already in her mouth.

"Good morning" I smile back at her. I finally feel comfortable around her,ever since that talk we had yesterday I feel like our relation ship is more open and I can tell her anything.

"I made you some toast"she says pointing to the two pieces of peanut butter toast on the table.

"Thanks." I grab one piece and sit down at the table across from her.

"What do you want to do today"she ask while taking a sip of her tea.

"I don't know,there isn't much to do." I say,taking another bite of my toast.

"Well I don't want to sit in the house till I die.We must be able to find something to do." She smiles.

"Like what?" I ask raising my eyebrow.Her enthusiasm entertains me.

"I don't know we could go somewhere fun"
She laughs and smiles into her cup.

"Well when you think of something let me know." I say

After a few minutes of small talk about nothing to do I remember what I was thinking about in the shower just minutes ago.

"What do you write in the journal you have in your room?"I ask suddenly

Her face gets red and she takes a minute to answer.

"Nothing,why?did you look at it?"she says as her eyes widened.

"No"

"Oh okay good.."she says awfully relieved.What the heck was in that journal?

"Emma...?" I say motioning my hands for her to continue talking.

"It's my diary."she finally answers.She looks embarrassed.

"I know it's kind of weird for a 18 year old to write in a diary but I don't write in it every night.I just write in it sometimes when something happens that I want to remember..."She continues talking to hide her embarrassment till I stop her.

"Emma."

"What?"

"Do you have a journal I can borrow?" I say with a small smile.

"Yeah, why" she looks confused.

"I need something to write my thoughts down in." I decide not to mention what my thoughts were...partially because most of them were of her.

"Oh okay, yeah.. I may have another one."

"Okay thanks" I say with a smile

After she finishes her toast she goes upstairs for a few minutes then comes back down with a little brown leather journal.

"Here" she says handing it to me.

"Thanks" I say taking it in my hands and opening it. All the pages are completely blank...perfect.

"Hey Emma,I know what we could do today"

Her face lights up and she smiles wide.
"What is it!"

"Once your done eating go to the car.Were going to the movies."

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