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Chapter 17

-Continuing chapter 16-

After Harry left the room I quickly opened the letter.

Hey Emma(again),
Part 2 coming soon. I want you to put on a swimming suit and meet me in the backyard asap!
-H

I smiled at the note thinking about all the reasons I would need to put on a swimming suit.

I got up from the couch and ran up to my room to follow the instructions from the letter.

When I reached my room I shut the door and walked over to my drawer containing my swimwear.

I only had two swimming suits.

One being a blue tankini with a skirt bottom and the other being a plain black bikini with lace pattern.

I decided to pick the black one..I just wanted to feel confident and sexy on my 19th birthday...is that a crime?

I stripped down of my clothing and and slipped into the bathing suit.After adjusting the straps and moving the bottoms till they were in a comfortable position I walked over to my door.
I had a door mirror that I used to check my outfits everyday.

I stood in front of the mirror and was surprised by my appearance. I haven't gone swimming in a long time so I haven't seen myself in a bikini in a long time.My stomach was flat and my arms and legs were thin.I actually had a thigh gap and my stomach had no curves.This was probably because of the lack of food supply .Im eating plenty but it doesn't compare to what I used to eat.Not eating ice cream and cake can make your body take a drastic change.I turned around to look at my back, and raised my arms and legs,giving myself a full body inspection.the only thing that was off was my skin tone.Since I've been staying inside lately my skin was very pale and not as tan as it would be this time of year, but I didn't mind much.

After I decided to stop admiring myself and my new body I left my room and headed for the stairs.

I took a turn at the end of the stairs and started walking towards the back of the house to where Harry told me to meet him.When I reached the back door I realized Harry wasn't down here yet.

"Harry!" I projected. My voice echoing through the house.

"I'm coming! Hold on!" I heard his voice suddenly as I could also hear his footsteps running down the stairs.

Soon Harry came into my view and the second I saw him I felt like someone just stepped on my lungs then lit them on fire.He jogged towards me shirtless and wearing nothing but a short pair of yellow bottoms.

My jaw dropped as my eyes reached his stomach.I had never seen or known of his stomach tattoos which consisted of a large moth,2 birds,bold black words spelling out "17black" and some other small ones I couldn't quite see from his distance.

Time literally felt like it slowed down as I watched Harry gracefully jog down the long hallway towards me.A teeth filled smile slowly covered his face as he moved and he literally looked like a fucking lifeguard jogging on the beach about to save someone.His brown curls bobbing up and down on his forehead and his six pack glistening in the hallway lightbulbs.

I literally may have been drooling when he was finally standing right in front of me.

I slowly looked up at the man standing in front of me...scanning his entire body before finally reaching his face.

I stared deeply into his eyes but he was to busy looking at my body to notice.

His eyes slowly scanned my entire body like I just had his.he started at my feet then his eyes raked up every inch of me,stopping momentarily at my chest then continuing up to my face.Suddenly I felt cautious after realizing that this is the most of my body that he has ever seen.