"Kameron We Can't."
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It's Been A Week Since We Moved From Our Town, But This One Isn't That Bad.Kameron Has Been Keeping Me Company, And Helping Me Out Alot.
I Found Another Strip Club And Started Working There, But I Keep It From Kameron.
He's Never At Home During The Night So Everything Works Out Fine.
My Mother Is Doing Fine So Far, The Treatments Got A Little More Pricy But My Father Kept His Word And Paid Them.
Just Incase Something Happened I Started Putting Money In A Account.
The House My Father Let Me Move In Was Beyond Nice, So I Was Glad That The Only Thing I Had To Pay For Was The Utilities.
Kameron Had Been Gone For A Couple Of Hours Now And It Was Time For Me To Go To Work.
I Closed My Room Door Before Entering My Closet, Moving My Clothes And Grabbing Out My Secret Bag.
I Grabbed My Club Outfit Out Of It With Some Red Bottoms Before Putting Everything Back The Way I Had It.
I Sat The Clothes On My Bed And Set Out Towards The Shower. I Used My Favorite Body Wash 'Cool Rain'.
"Kameron, Come On." I Rushed Kameron, Pulling On His Arm. "Were Going Into Victoria's Secret."
He Tried Pulling Away From Me, "Hell No Bonnie, I'm Not Going Into That Female Store."
I Dragged His Name Out, Looking Into His Eyes With A Sad Face. "Please."
He Grunted Loudly, Throwing His Head Back, "Fine Bonnie. We Ain't Staying In Here Long Though."
I Smiled And Gripped His Arm, Dragging Him Into The Store. It Smelt So Good.
They Were Having A Sale, A Full Bath Set For 30$ Only With The Purchase Of A Perfume.
I Picked Up A Pretty Looking Perfume Bottle And Sprayed It Onto The Testing Card.
It Smelled Just Like The Store. I Pushed It Infront Of Kamerons Nose. "How That Smell?"
He Moved The Testing Card From His Nose Quickly, "Good, Now Lets Go."
I Ignored Him And Began Smelling Some More Perfumes. An Employee Walked Over And Tapped On Kameron.
"You Should Help Your Girlfriend Over There." She Said, Pointing To A African American Women Across The Room.
"Man What The Fuck!" Kameron Yelled Grabbing My Waist, "This Is My Girlfriend."
My Mouth Dropped Open, I Was Shocked At What Just Happened, But When I Wasn't Shocked Enough To Speak, I Spoke.
"You Think That Because I'm White That Were Not Together? Fucking Racist Bitch." I Said, Making Sure I Disrespected Her As She Had Disrespected Me.
The Manager Heard All The Commotion And Quickly Walked Over. "What's The Problem Here?"
"Yo Employee Being Racist As Fuck." Kameron Yelled Heated, "You Know What, Ima Leave Before I Say Some Else."
Kameron Walked Out The Store And I Turned To The Women. "I May Be White But I'll Still Beat Your Ass."
The Manager Stepped Infront Of Me, "Ma'am For Your Troubles, Please Take A Whole Basket Full Of Items."
I Smiled At Her As She Handed Me A Large Basket. I Rolled My Eyes At The Employee One Last Time.
I Didn't Wanna Leave Kameron Outside Waiting Long So I Quickly Filled The Basket With Underwear, Perfumes And Bath Sets.
I Knew Kameron Only Told The Women I Was His Girlfriend To Make A Point, But I Still Felt Some Type Of Way.
I Stepped Out Of The Shower And Wrapped The Towel Tightly Around Myself Before Heading To My Room.
Kameron Scared The Hell Out Of Me As He Sat On My Bed, And What He Was Holding Made Me Even More Scared.
In His Hands, He Held My Outfit Attire. "Bonnie What The Fuck Is This?"
I Wanted To Answer Him, But My Mouth Wouldn't Move. I Watched As He Stood Up And Walked Towards Me.
He Kept Walking Until I Was Against The Bathroom Door. "So You Stripping Now Bonnie?"
My Breathing Began To Speed Up, "Yes."
He Paused, For What Seemed Like Eternity, "How Long?"
"Since My Father Left." I Told Him, "I Needed To Care For My Mother And I Because She Wasn't Herself."
"You Done Bonnie." He Said Loudly. "You Understand Me? You Done. Whatever You Need I Got You."
I Nodded, "Okay. I'm Done."
I Looked Up From The Floor Into His Eyes As His Face Began Inching Towards Mine.
Soon, Our Lips Were Pressed Against Each Other, Moving In Sync.
When I Felt His Hands Moving To Undo My Towel, I Moved His Hand Away.
He Stopped And Looked Up At Me, "Kameron We Can't."
He Pressed His Hands On Both Sides Of My Head, "You Right, We Can't, But You Want It As Much As I Do."
Within Moments His Lips Were Back On Mine And My Hands Were Pulling His Shirt Over His Head.
I Felt My Hands All Over His Body, Taking In Every Little Feeling.
Kameron Picked Me Up Before I Wrapped My Legs Around His Waist, Holding My Towel Up.
Kameron Chuckled At My Actions, "That's About To Come Off Of You Anyways."
He Laid Me On The Bed And Kissed Me While He Undid The Towel.
The Cool Air Hit My Body As He Looked Down And Took In My Shape. "Bonnie, You The Thickest White Girl I Know."
I Laughed And Grabbed The Back Of His Head, Bringing His Face Down To Mine.