wrapped in Dean's arms, I realized my whole life had just flipped around. I had lost my aunt, my parents abused me everyday, which led to my flashbacks taking over my personal life. I was supposed to be happy, yet I was terrified, my life was falling apart and I knew something horrible might happen again. *Flashback* "You bitch no one gives a flying shit about you" Jeff yelled at me as he smacked my cheek, I fell to the side I held my cheek trying to stop the stinging sensation " please...stop" I muttered out loud, I knew it was a bad idea, but it was a shot in the dark.
"Bitch shut up no one likes you!" He came to a point where he was hovering over me, breathing down my neck. Chills went down my back, I swallowed deeply and shut my eyes tightly waiting for him to hit me. I was prepared, but as my breathing sped up I waited, and waited, nothing happened... I peek and see Dean staring at me.
"Woah are you alright hun?" I shook my head a lil and looked back at Dean, " I-I um yeah i'm okay." I could still feel the pounding on my head, the beatings were sometimes so bad i'd wake up and not remember anything. I thought I might of been drugged but Jeff isn't the type of person that would help me erase the horrible memories of the trauma that he inflicted on me. he won, he had me wrapped around his little finger with no power, I felt worthless.
Before I knew it I had to go back to school, whether I like it or not. As I stepped off of Dean's motorcycle, I held my head high and headed towards my first class. Chemistry.
"Hey look the loser with the emo cuts on her wrists is back!" screamed Amber MacJordans, the Queen Bee of Gossip. I ignored it at first, and went to take a seat at my desk.
"Alright class today I have a partner assignment for you guys to work on, you have to create something for the science fair." Mr. Sanders announced.
I sat in my chair tapping my pen as I watched the clock, dammit when is this class over, people are driving me insane! "hey bitch you're in my seat." sneered Amber I stood up with shaky legs and walked up to Amber, " B-But it's my seat, and I have the right to sit here!" I stuttered
"Aww look the little emo is trying to stand up for herself..." I didn't feel comfortable in the class, but I didn't want to look small and vulnerable. " stop it Amber! What did I ever do to you !" I spat
Amber cracked her knuckles a few times, then she stomped up to me, to the point where I felt her breath on my shoulder. She took my shirt and pinned me to the wall and started to punch me repeatedly, " Please stop......*sob* stop please ......... STOP! *sobs*" Before I knew it I blacked out.
Where am I? It's so dark in here, i'm all alone, am I dead? But what about Dean? I have to try to breathe. I opened my mouth and took a deep breath but all I got was water in my lungs, I felt like I was drowning, I can't see, can't breathe, I just wanted to cry and scream for help! After a hour of what seemed to be treading water and drowning in my own tears I heard something.
" SHIT! SOMEONE HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE OMG HELP SHIT!!!" I recognised that voice anyday, it was Dean.
