The russian one

Chapter 33 : You call ME weak ?

Y/n's POV

The cell they just put me in is much smaller than the previous one. I hate confined spaces. I don't know how much longer I can take this. God I was so stupid. I should have hidden the earring better and even tried to hide more. I had a job and I managed to fail.. Maybe they were right and I'm not ready for this kind of mission. They were all right... I am useless...

Woah woah Y/n stop. You can't afford to think that. You have to be strong, just because your original plan fell through doesn't mean you can't do something. You're smart, you'll find a way out. But first you have to figure out what they're really up to. You can't go home empty-handed.

First, focus on your breathing, you don't want to have a panic attack now do you? You can't let them see your weaknesses.

Is it me or are the walls closing in?

No no no it's not. It's just your imagination Y/n....

The air is getting thin... I'm going to suffocate!

PAF

I opened my eyes wide after the slap I just gave myself.

Get a grip Y/n! You've only been in this room for a few hours, you can handle it! Think of something else, anything.

The first thought that came to my mind was Nat... I miss her. Is she mad at me? I've been avoiding her for the past few weeks and haven't tried to talk to her once. She has every reason to be mad at me. I mean, when Bruce said I was a monster she didn't really react. I know we've talked since then but maybe she thinks like him? No no no she doesn't think like him, I saw it in her eyes when I left, she was worried about me. Fury must have explained everything to them so she must understand now. I hope so anyway. Will she be mad at me for taking risks and not telling her about my mega-risky mission? Better not worry about it, I'll show her there was nothing to worry about.

I hope Steve and Tony aren't worried either. They must all be more or less stressed out about my absence.

My train of thought was interrupted by the door opening.

Rumlow entered with two other guards.

"Stand up." He said. I obeyed and he approached me, placed an electric collar around my neck and he left the room. I followed him out of the room, keeping my guard up.

He took me to a room, probably the gym. There are tatamis on the floor, punching bags on the sides and weights in the corners. I saw Alexis in the middle of the room with mittens, warming up.

Oh no...

"There you are at last Y/n." came a voice behind me that sent a chill down my spine. The man behind me moved and positioned himself to my left.

"This is going to be fun." he said before walking over to Alexis.

"Soldier!" he then called out to Alexis who straightened up, put his arms along his body, he leaned forward.

"Yes sir!" he replied as he straightened up.

"Death Giver!" the man then called to me. He stared at me, waiting for me to do the same as Alexis. I met Alexis's eyes waiting for Ivan to correct my attitude, he was just waiting for me to get beaten up because I don't follow orders, pathetic. I then returned my glance on Ivan and advanced me towards them the high head by keeping the eye contact. Ivan smirked. I stopped in front of Alexis and looked him in the eyes. I saw a lot of incomprehension and anger I guess. He must not like that I provoke his beloved leader. I then raised my eyebrows in a playful way to provoke him and he frowned at me.