_SUMMER_// RINNEY

"You are the worst person I have ever fucking met.."

(^^ Can't get this song out of my head lmao- ^^)
TW-DEPRESSION, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, BULLYING, ABUSE, INTERNAL HOMOPHOBIA.
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<<ROBIN'S POV>>

I opened up notes and saw a note that was called 'vents lol<3'.

I opened it and started reading it.

It had a lot of grammar mistakes, it was all just talking about his life at home.
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My dad hit me again. i don't even know what i did. i just fuckikg left some ice cream out on accident. fucking gate him sm. i cant do anyhting right. im a fucking queer, atleast everyone around me thinks i am. even gwen does. i like donna, i really do. i dont know whats wrong with me. robin fucking hates me, why? i just wanna know why he hares me so much. we used to be best friends in elementary. i fucking hate him, he thinks he can do whatever the fuck he wants because hes robin but no. hes so fucking entitled, he has the worst fucking friends ever. not to mention the fact that i get beat up every sibgle fucking day. no matter how nice im being it always ends up with me getting beat up. im so fucking tired of it. maybe if i just killed myself everything will be okay. its not like anyone cares abt me. i fucking hate myself so might as well right? no, i couldnt do that to griffin and donna. and just imagine how sad gwen would be? no. im just so tired. so fucking tired. maybe if i just try and ignore everyone than i wont get hurt. idk, i wanna die so bad but ig i cant. fuck
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I felt like shit, half of this was because of me..

Finney woke up and he looked at me, then his phone.

He stole it from my hands and he saw what I was looking at.

"Finn I can explain.." I tried talking but Finn just started tearing up.

"Robin. You are fucking terrible. No wonder you use fighting. You are so fucking mental." Finn said as he cried.

"Finn.." I said.

He stopped me and said, "You are the worst person I have ever fucking met."

I just stayed silent and he turned around.

I slowly started crying, I don't even know why.

Why would I give a flying fuck about what he cares?

He's a fucking gay. Why would his opinion matter.

I laid my head on the window, luckily I had a window seat.

I continued laying there until I remembered the app I had downloaded.

I opened it and made my account.

I started reading some stuff, my personal favorite things to read were Steddie, Reddie, and some Heartstopper oneshots.

Yeah all of those were gay but it doesn't mean I am. Right?

No, I am not gay. That's fucking disgusting.

Anyways, I continued reading and came across a certain story.

It was called 'Boyfriend Stealer'. (Yes I am self-promoting leave me alone.)

It was actually quite good, it made me cry.

I never knew that I liked Byler until I read that.

I could still hear Finn crying in front of me.

But I wasn't gonna apologize, I would be weak.
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596 words:D

A/n- Dayum, Finney rlly said 'Emo boy'. But yes, I did self-promote. Besides- my stories are amazing anyways so I mean, you guys will love to read them<3 Anyways, brief summary of the next chapter. It's gonna be abt Finney and Robin ignoring each other. It will most likely be a bit angsty.