Because It's You | BOOK 3

Part 14

"Out of time."

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"Yes.. he's your son. Please don't think about me having an affair with Wonwoo." She said and held both of my hands as she knelt down and begged. A lot of people are looking at us right now, wondering why would a woman kneel to a man in such public place.

"It doesn't change the fact that you left for someone else—" I stopped, just before I could even finish my words, I stopped. A tear slipped down her cheeks and she looked down, as if she could even hide it from me.

"I-I'm very sorry... I know this wouldn't change what has happened to you in the past six years but.. y-your forgiveness will I ever appreciate." She said and stood up, wiping the tears away and kept her eye contact away from mine.

"I have already forgiven you. Yet the plan I have made, will I even resent it?" I said and she looked at me and I looked outside the giant window and we both watched at the next plane flew by.

That's Jihoon and Mingyu's plane...

"He wished to not see the woman that betrayed him again." I said and sighed as I looked back at her.

"You have a week. Go back or never see us again."

"But—"

"What the hell, but? No exceptions, Miss Jeon." I said and finally walked my way out of her sight.

....

Driving my way home, I couldn't help but hit my head on the steering wheel. It's such a dumb act, I don't know why I told her she has a week to come back or stay away. I wasn't at my right state of mind, I regret saying it but a part of me thinks that I hoped for her to come back, still.

"You fucking dumbass." I murmured to myself.

I quickly slumped myself on the bed and what happened earlier has processed back to my mind.

"A second son, huh?"

Does it mean they did 'it' ?

Impossible, she said it was my child.

"If it's mine, why would you—"

"WHY WOULD YOU COME BACK AT A LATER TIME AND MAKE ME SUFFER MORE BULLSHIT!" I slammed my hands on the steering wheel and abruptly pushed the horn that caused a loud noise through the highway. It doesn't matter, this was all so hard and it couldn't come off my mind.

"FUCK Y'ALL!"

How the hell did I just decided like that so easily. I gave her a week to come back.

I didn't mean to say it, but yet, I wanted to know if she'll really come back to us or she'll take up her goddamn pride and stay with that Jeon-guy.

"Let's see how desperate we are for our wants, Hana."

meanwhile....

"Ah, my beautiful partner to everything has come home at last." Wonu said and came to welcome me with a big hug, yet I couldn't give him my usual mood everytime I come home to meet him.

"Hey, uh... Hi." I said with a slight discomfort on my tone.

"Something happened?" He asked and turned his head to meet my eyes as I couldn't look at his.

"N-nothing, uhmm... I-I'm just.. t-tired." I said and he chuckled.

"Tell me, you met with the kid again and he turned you down this time?"

"No! U-uh... He—" I was reluctant to speak about anything that happened today but Wonu's smile had me on pause for awhile and I sighed in defeat with my shoulders falling.

"Not the kid, actually.." I said and looked down.

"What happened?" He asked with a slight worry on his tone.

"I-I..." Not even beginning to tell him what I have to say, a tear slid down my cheek that he immediately noticed.

"Byeol, what happened back there? Did something bad happened? Tell me right now." Wonu said and held both of my shoulders which only made me look into his eyes and cry louder.

"Shh... It's fine, I'm bere for you." He said and pulled me into a hug. It's not the first time he hugged me but the feeling he gave off as he hug me right now is different from what he usually feels when he does it.

"Cry it out first, then we'll talk about it later, yeah?" He said and buried me on his chest. I sobbed and let the emotions kick in to me, I never wanted to say this to him yet I couldn't just leave and let him alone without knowing where or what's up with me.

He held up my hair and tied it into a ponytail and removed my coat, all while I'm still between his arms and buried on his chest. This is how he always did took care of me, when I got drunk, he drove me home and took me to my bed and made sure I'm alright, when I got sick, he's there and made sure everything is fine and I'm recovering. When I met an accident six years ago, he took care of me, his my identity for awhile and gave me the things I never thought I'd have, the popularity, the multiple jobs and money. Yes, I had this from Jeonghan but having to work for it on my own, it's.. different.

Like... If I leave Wonu to go back to Jeonghan.. w-would I still have these stuffs?

Will I still have contact to Wonu and still work for him and earn?

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"How are you feeling right now, Byeol?" Wonu said and handed me a glass of water. We're currently at the mini bar on the west wing of the manor and he made himself a Margarita.

"I have all the time reserved for you, I can wait." Wonu said and sat across me and

"Wonu.. I-I can't..." I reluctantly said and looked him in the eyes and saw the determination in it, the eagerness to listen and wait for what I have to say.

Could I even hurt him in this state? He's so gentle to me, he never meant to hurt me but.. I might hurt him if I tell it to him.

"Right now, yes maybe you can't. Well I couldn't force you, I'll wait everyday until you can say it to me with confidence." He said and stood up and was about to leave when I stopped him.

"I-It's not like that.. I-I—" I stopped when he turned to me with a smile and caught me off.

"Hmm?"

"I-I..." I sighed and gave up. Shit, this is too much pressure, I don't know what to do.. I don't wanna hurt Wonu but If I can't tell him, I couldn't come back to Jeonghan either.

"Don't force it. I told you I can wait." He said and greeted me "goodnight" before leaving.

I don't have much time...

>End...

well, I am back.