NEVER TOO LATE // I Wish I Wasn't Too Late// 21+

Wedding

As I slowly opened my eyes I heard some sobs... That's my mom and sister...

I turned around and saw... I was in a hospital laying on the bed with saline hanging beside me... I felt so weak not able to speak...

As my mother saw me moving, she immediately reached to me and took my hands into her... And my sister hugged me in tears...

Yn mom: "Yn!!! How are you??? Are you okkk??? Do you feel any pain??? Should I call the doctor???" She expressed her worry through her questions.

I slightly nodded in a no...

Sana: "How do you feel right now??? Wait!!! I will call the doctor..." She started to go out and I caught her hands stopping her from going... And my mother went out to bring my father.

Yn: "Unniee!!!" I started crying as she hugged me in assurance... The room is filled with my sobs and hiccups.

And my father, aunt and uncle came into the room rushing... with a worried as well as a happy look as I woke up.. Appa talked nothing but just gave me a reassuring look.

That night I was taken home and my sister told me how I ended up in hospital...

When I didn't returned home even by 11'o clock my parents and sister got worried and reached a nearby police station... As they were searching for me they found my purse and mobile on the ground in the alley... And an old lady said that she saw someone dragging me into an old building... And there my sister found me naked laying unconsciously on the cold floor... And they immediately admitted me in a hospital...

Days passed but I never left my room... I was scared of people judging me being out in the night... Judging me the way I lived... Judging me for the mistakes that led to that horrible night... I was scared of being judged for everything...

I used to smile very often previously as I always thought Smile can bring good things in life... But now I am too scared to even smile even infront of family... "What if they think I am shameless???" "What if they don't love me anymore???" "What if they think it was my mistake that it happened that way???"

I am too afraid to move on from that night...

After that night nothing was same in house nor in my life. Sometimes my sister would come inside to check if I was okay. And days passed... as I gave my finals without even attending last classes or meeting my friends...

As the results came I was not at the top but merely passed which I gladly accepted.

As I thought... I wanted to start fresh and give my entrance exam... my fate decided the otherway...

***

My aunt and uncle are at my home... They were discussing something serious with my parents... And when I went downstairs my father called me and I went near them...

Yn appa: "Yn! You are going to marry Taehyung... Is next week okkk with you???" He asked as if it's not something serious about... which made me froze in my place.

Yn: "Appaaaa!!! What are your talking? Why will I marry Taehyung?" I asked in a confused state.

Yn mom: "Yn!!! You are 21 right now and Taehyung is 24... He is perfect for you in everything... You can marry him without any worries..." She expressed her views.

Yn: "Ommaa!!! What are you talking??? I still want to study and get a job and live independently... And Unniee!!! She is still not married... Ask her if she can marry... Why should I marry before her??? Just why??? And Taehyung!!! What about him??? Did he agree???
He didn't right!!!" You said as tears threatened to fall.

Aunt: "We already talked to him... He agreed"

I was too stunned to speak.

Uncle: "So it's fixed we can arrange the wedding next week" they started talking to each other as if my opinion doesn't hold any value there...

I immediately ran upstairs to my room and started crying as the room filled with my sobs...

I knew... It's the result of that night... I wanted to move on... but I think it's not possible... I felt like everyone is pointing towards me for the mistake I have never done... They all pity me and started to take my life decisions... They are marrying me off and trying to erase all the problems that could arise later... And Taehyung!!! Why did he agree? I think he just agreed because of his parents... Now no one care about my feelings... Thinking... I swallowed a huge lump in my throat...

I just stood in a hurry as I thought of something... Maybe someone...

I immediately grabbed my phone and started to dail the number and waited impatiently for the answer...

*Yn pov*

Wait!!! What am I doing??? Why am I calling him??? In this situation??? He is not going to accept me... I never Confessed in the first place... I don't know what he feels about me... What will I tell him??? That somone raped me... And ask him to take me away... He just got his job and wanted to be free from the problems... Even if he takes me away I would be a burden to him... That would be my greedy... No...No...No... I can't do that to him as tears started to fall...

*Yn pov ended*

Jungkook: "Hello!!! Yn!!!-" The call was cut as my father and mother barged into my your room and my father smashed my mobile to the ground leaving it in pieces as my heart did the same...

I was about to talk something... My father slapped my mother which put me in disbelief...

Yn appa: "I clarified about this wedding... I want no problems" he glared at me one last time before leaving my room.

I was too stunned to speak... I never saw my father in this state... And this time no tears were left to fall...

***

I went to Taehyung's house as I wanted him to call off the wedding...

Yn: "Taehyung!!! You know what happened with me!!!"

Taehyung: "Hmmm" he said with no expressions.

Yn: "Then... Why to marry me??? You can have your own life..."

Taehyung: "I have no problem..."he said coldly and left from there to work leaving me dumbfounded...

He said he have no problem... But that's not how marriage works right... He doesn't love me he just obeys his parents...

Days passed only to be consoled by my sister... She said everything would be okay one day... But will it be okay...

***

Everything was just like in my dreams... The wedding venue... The wedding dress... The people... But the person I wished wasn't present... The feelings too... They changed... Maybe the smile is missing too... I sat infront of the mirror staring at the motionless figure blankly... My sister patted my shoulders before leading me to aisle... Assuring me it will be okay... But I knew somewhere... It wouldn't be same as before...

I held my tears back walking down the aisle... As my father handed over my hand to Taehyung I stepped on the stage... The priest began the ceremony...

Priest: "Teahyung! Do you take yn as your lawful wife... Respect her... Love her... Be with her in all the happiness and sadness..."

Taehyung: "I do" he said without thinking twice.

The only thing I thought "Does he mean that..."

Priest: "Yn! Do you take Taehyung as your lawful husband... Respect him... Love him... Be with him in all the happiness and sadness..."

Yn: "I do"

I again thought to myself "Do I mean that..."

Unlike my dreams we never said any special things to each other and priest said to kiss the bride... Taehyung came close as he pulled me towards him before placing a kiss on my forehead... The tears that threatened to fall until now has finally left my eyes... As it reminded me of my dreams and the person I wished for...

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