NEVER TOO LATE // I Wish I Wasn't Too Late// 21+

Sorry

The baby is crying continuously...

"Shut up!!! Can't you be silent for a second... Just stop crying..." I shouted with an angry tone... As the baby continued to cry...

"I hate you... Your cries... Your giggles... Your presence... Coz you remember me of him... I just want to kill you..." Saying that I threw the baby from the edge of a cliff...

"No..." I woke up from my horrific dream... As Taehyung came running to my room and saw my sweating figure... His worried expression turned into a cold one as our eyes met...

"Are you alright?" He asked with a low tone...

As usual I didn't replied anything and walked past him to bathroom.

How can a mother kill her own child... How can I give birth indulging myself in these thoughts... What happens if I really give birth... I am only going to hate it more... Seeing her multiples the hatred in me... I thought seeing a distressed soul in the mirror...

Why am I in this situation... Selecting any one of the choices questions my integrity... Can I do it... Give birth and kill my self respect... Or abort it and move on...

Can I really move on... Thinking that tears flowed uncontrollably as the room is filled with my sobs and hiccups...

I hear her sobs... She is crying... Crying again... Why??? Because of me...

I thought I could I could wipe her tears... But my actions put me at a distance where my hands can't reach her cheeks anymore to wipe her tears...

All I want to say is "SORRY"

How can I wipe her tears when I am the one who teared soul apart...

I am going to be a father... But everytime I remember it... I disgust myself... I can't even be a good husband how can I be a good father... Then how can I ask her to be happy being pregnant... I thought leaving the room with a heavy heart...

***

"Hello! Is this Mr.Taehyung?" Someone called me.

"Yes.. who is this?" I asked.

We are calling from XXX hospitals... We are calling regarding the appointment of Mrs.Yn with the gynecologist... As her mobile isn't responding we are calling her husband...

Appointment? What is that about?

"Mrs.Yn booked an appointment for an abortion at 11:00A.M sir..." The nurse completed as anger and sadness took over me.

***

I sat in one of the chairs in waiting lounge... Almost every lady around me is pregnant... Who was accompanied by their partners... They look so happy... Except for me...

Am I doing right??? I should have told Taehyung... What will he think when I suddenly reveal that I aborted the baby... He is definitely going to hate me... I don't care at this point... If I tell anyone before... They are only going to stop me... I can't let that happen... I can't bring this baby where he won't be loved by anyone...

I suddenly came out of my thoughts and stood up as a pair of shoes stopped infront me... My heart sank to the bottom as I watched the fuming face of his...

"Do you think you can do whatever you want..." He shouted slapping across my face... I watched in disbelief as the tall figure dragged me outside...

He somewhere knew that he crossed the line but he can care less...

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