NEVER TOO LATE // I Wish I Wasn't Too Late// 21+

Mistakes

Yn: "Unnieee!! Congrats... Unniee!!! Now you have to give me a big party for getting the new job..."

Sana: "Thanks yn!!! Come to our house... My whole day is for you... You are going to make the decision... I am going to pay for everything..."

Yn: "Haa Unieee!! I will come tomorrow..."

Sana: "Wait!! Bring Taehyung too!!"

Yn: "Taehyung! I will see... I don't think he can make it... He is too busy these days..."

Sana: "Yn... Is everything okay with Taehyung??"

Yn: "Unniee... Everything is okay here... Don't worry... He is just busy..."

Sana: "Okay then see you tomorrow... Yn..."

Yn: "Haa... Unniee!!!"

After a long day of roaming around city I sat at beach and listening to the music of ocean

Staring at the blue sky I thought to myself...

*Yn pov started*

Is everything really okay... No... Not... I am making it hard... For Taehyung... For me... For everyone... My past is tainted with black... But I can't spoil my future by thinking about the unchangeable past... I can't take away his happiness just because of my thoughts... I decided... I want to move on... I can start over... I will tell him about my thoughts... Maybe he will understand me and we can start again...

*Yn pov ended*

As I was watching the calm ocean... Someone interrupted my thoughts...

Taehyung: "Yn!!! I want to talk to you..."

Yn: "Taehyung!!! When did you come???"

Taehyung: "Just now... When you are drenched in your thoughts..."

Yn: "What do you want to say??" I asked not thinking much...

Taehyung: "Can we go for dinner today??? I want to say something..." he asked Coldly...

*Yn pov*

What is he thinking??? Is he thinking same as me??? Does he still have feelings towards me??? What will he think when I say what I think... Will he accept me as myself... Knowing about my past... My past feelings... My past desires... towards another person...

*Yn pov ended*

Yn: "What is it that you want to say... Taehyung... Is it important... I too want to say something to you-"

Taehyung: "It's about you going back to your home... and our divorce..." he said those words so simply as if they weigh nothing to him...

Yn: : "What-"

Taehyung: "I don't want this anymore... I hate being with you... I am losing myself being with you... I just want divorce..." He said those venomous words Coldly...

*Yn pov*

What is he saying??? Is he too going to abandon me??? Didn't he say that he loved me... And we are going to work it out together... Is that all a lie...

*Yn pov ended*

Yn: "You want divorce-"

Taehyung: "Do you think I don't know anything... Or are you making me a fool..." He said raising his voice...

Yn: "What-"

Taehyung: "That necklace... Who does it belong to... Who gave it to you... I know... Someone gave that to you... You planned a future with them... But... Did you forget you were already married... Or do you hope that he would come back and take you... Did you plan to leave me... from the first day... Am I a joke to you... Don't you care about my feelings... Or you never considered me???" He shouted venting all his anger...

*Yn pov*

What... Is he saying... Does he know everything... Does he know about Jungkook... Then why didn't he say anything... Did he judge me... Tears threatened to fall...

*Yn pov ended*

Yn: "Taehyung-"

Taehyung: "I thought we can give ourselves a chance... I thought... you just need sometime to recover from past... I thought... you would love me if I show my love... But I never excepted... You never cared for me nor my feelings..." he came near me furiously... And threw the necklace into the ocean harshly as tears started to fall on my face seeing his disappearing figure...

*Yn pov*

He knew everything... I knew this day would come... I hurted him... Now there's nothing left... I was always at fault... It's better leave... Than to hurt...

*Yn pov ended*

I immediately went home and started packing my things... Aggressively as I felt there's nothing left... I felt hopeless and shameless at the same time... As more  tears threatened to fall...I came out of my thoughts as I heard a door bell...

*Yn pov ended*

I went and opened the door only to see drunken and wasted Taehyung...

Yn: "Taehyung-" he grabbed my hand before I could complete...

Taehyung: "What do you think of yourself??? You think you could cheat on me... And I will sit idle...

Yn: "What are you talking??? Leave my hand..." I said trying to get out of his hold... As he pulled me into my room... Before I could say anything... He pulled the drawer and took my diary... The moment I saw the diary my heart skipped a beat... He read everything... He knows everything... My thoughts bursted as anger and sadness engulfed me...

Taehyung: "You think you can leave me as you wish... I won't allow that..." He bursted at me pulling me into his room... As I tried to free myself...

Yn: "Taehyung!!! Leave me!!! What are you doing!!! Leave me..."I shouted as fear took over me...

Taehyung: "Today I am not going to leave you... I will make you mine... And I will see which bastard can take you from me... I will rip him into pieces..." He said in a high tone throwing me on to his bed...

Yn: "Taehyung!!! What are you doing??? You are drunk... Don't come near me... Don't do something that you will regret later..." I said silently controlling my tears...

Taehyung: "No... I am not doing something I will regret later... I don't want you to leave me... You are my wife... I have every right on you... Your thoughts must be about me... You should only look at me... You body should only be touched by me..." He said as he sat on top of my struggling figure digging his nails into my hands... And stared at me for a while before leaning on to me to kiss my forehead...

Yn: "Taehyung!!! Leave me... I am so scared... stop it here... I don't want this... I am not ready for this... You are remembering me those horrible memories..." I said as silent tears left my eyes...

Without thinking twice... He started to kiss me aggressively... As I struggled under his breath... He went from my lips to my collarbone... The fearful memories keep coming back to me... he just ignored my cries for help as he he started to unbutton my shirt...

I with all my strength pushed him slightly... As fear started to surround me...

Yn: "Taehyung!!! What are you doing??? Stop it... You are scaring me... I don't want this to happen in this way... You are forcing yourself on me... Please stop it..."

Taehyung: "You don't want this... What are you saying??? Am I not your husband??? Or do you want someone else to do this with you... Is it that guy... I can't allow that" he said with bloodshot eyes as he slapped me across my face... Which left me in shock... As the horrible night memories flooded me...

He un buttoned my shirt and pant and threw them on the ground... And I was left with my undies... As horror filled in me... He started to kiss me aggressively all over my body... And I everytime I ask him to stop he started to slap me... I couldn't even believe if he is the person I knew...

I begged him to stop as the last piece of cloth left my body... I felt shameful... Helpless... Disgusted by his every touch... The room filled with my helpless cries and hiccups...

When a man forces himself on any girl... She cannot do anything given her strength... It's called "rape" even if the person is her husband...

That night my whole life crumbled as scars of disgust marked my body....

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