him.

~|Chapter 1|~

|How it began|
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Backstory
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It all starts in 2018 when you begged dad to let you move back to Norway to live with him, since you could never stand your mother. They way you were treated while staying with your mum made you question a lot of things when it came to her, when you move back to Norway you find out a lot has changed when you moved back. Your cousins and their parents have moved in upstairs. However going back to school in the fifth year was especially weird when you spent half the year of 2018 in England with your mother. We're now in august. Still summer now on with the book.

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Y/n's dad has always been abusive, wether it was physical or verbal none of it ever mattered to him. This had a heavy impact on y/n's life growing up, he would say he was sorry and then buy her a gift or give money to her so she could spend it on whatever but it never changed the fact, he always said sorry but history does repeat itself. Sasha is y/n's older cousin aswell as being the best cousin she could ever ask for pretty much everyone knows y/n  as Sasha's little cousin. Or well many think that they're sisters which is kinda weird cause they  look nothing alike but she loved  her more than she can ever know. Y/n's always had a shitty relationship with her dad. but it never got better after he left.

after h/n left.

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|Y/n|

I think it's weird being back in Norway, but oh how much I missed living here  I don't think anywhere else compares to living here. For starters my stepmum and my half brother they've changed or well it's been so long since I've seen them so it just feels so awkward. 

As I turn around I see Sasha standing there with open arms that I ran into. When her arms wrap around me, I finally feel that feeling of being at peace with the world.

" I've missed you so much Sasha" I said hugging her tightly.

"I've missed you too" she replied smiling down at me.

I wouldn't say much has changed but i was wrong. Everyone in my class had changed a lot. A lot of people crying when I walked into my class, for all sorts of reason. Everything was changing and I guess that really helped me.

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I believe it was around the end of august or the early beginning of October. A bit unsure, but I remember the day I first met h/n. I realised that something was going to happen, just didn't realise that would affect me that's why I'm going to tell you how I met him.

It was a Wednesday in the late august or early october, my cousin Sasha was with her friend Elisa which I didn't care much about as long as she was happy. They did however invite me to hang out with them and sure I was hesitant at first because they said that they were going to schooI and I mean that they said we were going up to school.  I was confused well, point is that I said yea. Anyways when we reach our school, just walking around, talking until we saw a couple of boys playing football in the football court.

We walked over too the pitch meanwhile Elisa and Sasha were talking to me about like if I could ask the boys if they could join in and play football. 

'y/n can you ask if we can join them?' So I did.

They were many boys there, I would say around 13-17ish years old. So I asked one of the guys if they could play and this one boy with dirty blonde hair said no. and another one who had his hair up in a slight ponytail and his hair was very blonde as in Draco Malfoy hair. He said sure but also asked if I wanted to play with them and immediately I said no because I'm not good at football.

Two hours later go by and some of the boys that were playing started walking home so it was me, Elisa, Sasha and those two boys that said no and yes. I found out that the one with the dirty blonde hair was Elisa's ex which I was kind of shocked about. I later learned that his name was Enzo and h/n was his twin brother. Which I find quite interesting because they looked nothing alike.

So that's when I first met Him, h/n.

some facts about me, my birthday is 12th of March 2008. So I was around 10? When I met h/n and he was born in May the 30th 2007. I like drawing, singing, listening to music and writing.

Shortly after in November 2018, I got added to this group chat with H/n his twin brother enzo, Elisa and Sasha. I was confused at first on why I was added so I left it and it resulted with them just adding me back to the  group chat.

Around Christmas 2018 we went to Portugal and visited my aunt and our family we had there. I think it was before new years I remember I got a boyfriend and I told my friend Madeline about him. However she wasn't pleased because she wanted me to be with h/n. We were talking about it on Snapchat so I took a screenshot of our chat and sent it to Enzo, which he found very funny and he was like 'I can give you his snap if you want' I wasn't sure so I asked Madeline and of course she said ' say yes!'

So I added him and we talked. Him and his family had recently moved to Spain. We went from friends to best friends immediately. In 2019 I wouldn't say we talked much but yeah. In summer 2019 I was sexually assaulted by my stepfather. Anyways I'm getting distracted. In 2020 around June I remember I talked to h/n about it.