~|Chapter 19|~

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oh my god.
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*^June^*

|Y/n|

It's been 3 weeks since I've last spoken to h/n. I've seen him a lot in school. I don't know what I feel anymore but I was dealing with it terribly. Eventually everyone in my class found out we had sex, or well that I left him during the middle of sex.

my life was terrible. everything was going to shit.

I sat down in my seat next to tom he's a bit of an arse. but I'm glad I sit next to him I've been quite worried about him. As soon as he sat down in his seat next to me, he turns to look at me.

"y/n, what happened between you and h/n?" he asks genuinely curious.

"I'll tell you later, alright?" I flashed a smile at him.

he nods.

We did nothing fun this lesson we only education things like education short films etc. Eventually the bell rang, and it was break.

"y/n, come we can talk in the bathroom" he says.

"okay" I reply thinking he's talking about the normal school bathrooms but he obviously meant the handicap ones.

Sometimes I wonder why everyone is up in my business.  Since we're now in the handicap bathroom we both sit on the floor. He sat on the floor opposite of me. I feel that he's looking at me so I look up and he is. As I'm gathering all of my courage before I start speaking.

"h/n was in the hospital and I'm sure you're aware of that."

"yeah, I'm aware"

"He was in the hospital for 6 weeks, his memory is bad. He lost most of his memory during surgery. Up too 3 weeks ago me and him had sex, well half way during us having sex..it felt wrong. very wrong. I love h/n don't get me wrong but I think I fell in love with the memories."

Silence occurred between me and him.

Maybe a long good 8 minutes of silence went by before he finally said something.

"y/n I hate to break it to you but h/n lied to you. The day he came back to school he remembered everyone and everything that has happened the past 3 years"

what?

He lied?

"I understand how you feel, I went through the same thing with Milly. y/n, you loved him now you're just in love with the memories of him"

As he just says that he gets up he sits beside me. It's again a complete silence before he starts speaking again.

"y/n are you okay?" 

He's now looking at me. I'm in shock of what he just said. H/n lied to me? that's the first time he's ever lied to me. As I keeping thinking about it Tom snapped me out of my thoughts.

"What did you say Tom?"

"y/n are you okay?."

"yeah I'm just in shock. H/n lied to me."

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