Strawberry Fields Forever

Chapter 13

"What's going on?" Pete asked after bursting through John's bedroom door, seeing us kiss. It's been a couple of days since I moved in with John, and now we're in a relationship, but it's a secret relationship. When John and I are in public we have to act as if there's nothing between us. The only people who know about our relationship is Paul and Stu. Pete did not and now we had some explaining to do.
John pushed me away from him. "What the fuck are you doing?" he said harshly.
I sat there in silence. I knew it was all an act and everything would be fine when Pete left but when John acted like this it honestly made me feel like he didn't love me.
"Who is she?" Pete asked referring to me.
"She's um... Paul's fuckin' cousin. She was waiting up here until we finished band practice. I came into my room to get them song ideas and she just started trying it on with me."
"Fuckin weirdo," Pete muttered.
"I'm just gonna go to the bathroom, I'll meet you downstairs," John said as Pete left. When Pete was definitely gone, John gave me a quick kiss on my lips and whispered in my ear, "I love you" before quickly rushing downstairs to the lads.
I sat down slowly on John's bed fiddling with my fingers.
I liked living here, I liked living with John. I'm finally free from my dad. When I told him I was moving out, he was angry. After receiving a few slaps from him, he told me to fuck off. He probably thinks I'm coming back in a few days, but I'm definitely not. I don't care where I'm living, as long as it's not with him. John's Aunt Mimi seems to like me but just isn't too keen with the idea of John and I sharing a room and a bed. I haven't actually cut since moving in with John, he's made sure that I'm never feeling upset, or that bad that I want to harm myself.
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John returned, a huge smile on his face. I couldn't help but feel confused.What was he up to? John sat down next to me.
"I've bloody done it!" he said grinning. I still didn't understand. John noticed my confused expression. He took my hands and looked me right in the eyes.
"I've gotten us tickets to an Elvis Presley concert!"
My mouth dropped, where did he the money for this?
Just as i was about to say something the door opened.
"Whats going on between you and her then?" Pete said
John quickly let go of my hands "n-nothing" he stuttered
"Then why are you talking her to the concert? Why not me or Paul? You haven't got a crush on her have you?" Pete said, smirking
"No! Why would i like her?!"
"Ohhh i dunno... I've seen you kiss, an' now holding hands"
"oh fuck off Pete, you know what?! You can come to the fuckin' concert then!" John shouted clearly getting pissed off.
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"You could of at least said you were taking Paul!" I shouted at John, crying.
"I know, i wasn't thinking properly. I'm sorry Alex"
"Now Pete has one of the fuckin tickets!"
John leant in and kissed my lips, i pulled away.
"Thats not helping John"
"i'll get us another ticket, i promise" he started kissing my neck
I sighed "John not now-"
He shushed me, taking my hand.
"C'mon lets go to bed, eh?" He smirked
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2 months later
Me and John did go to the Elvis Presley concert in the end. It was great, i absolutely loved it. I'm pretty sure John enjoyed it as well.
I haven't seen my dad since i moved out but why would i want to anyway, i don't need someone like him in my life anymore. John and i are still in a secret relationship, Pete still doesn't know but i think he's kinda getting the idea.
John turned 16 a few days ago and threw a small party at his house, everyone who turned up got pissed out of their minds and trashed the place. Its my birthday next week and Johns planned to throw a party, thats not what i was hoping for. i didn't want a party full of people i didn't know, i wanted just me and John together.
Lately I've been having really bad stomach pains and just recently I've been feeling sick in the mornings. i think i knew what was wrong with me... But i needed to be sure.
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I waited patiently at the doctors fiddling with my fingers, there wasn't many people there so hopefully i wouldn't be waiting for too long.
"Miss Alex Smith?" i heard the doctor say, i got out of my seat and followed him into his office.
He ended up telling me 2 words no 15 year old wants to hear...
"You're pregnant"
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Authors note- omg finally I've actually updated it, sorry its taken me forever. thank you to
anakinbridger541
ilovethe60sand70s
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For helping me out!
I also would like to mention that today i am 90 days clean! Thats 90 days without cutting myself, and I'm really happy about it :)
Thank youu for reading, (sorry about a short chapter) votes and comments are appreciated!!