Strawberry Fields Forever

Chapter 22

Epilogue
Johns pov
1966
I still think of her everyday. I wrote songs about her that no one would ever understand, i wrote 'help' a while back when i was young, it was not so long ago after what happened with Alex, only Paul knew what the song was about. It was about me calling for help when i missed her, when i wanted to be with her. I still think of what would of happened if i acted different. Even though it was years ago and i have a new life, i still think that she could of been my wife and i could of had a child with her. But i fucked up again. And this time i cant get her back.
I sat where me and her would spend most of our times together, strawberry fields, and all the memories we ever had flew back into my mind, i would never be able to stop thinking about her. She said for me to move on from her, but i cant, i never have been able to accept the fact that shes gone and thats its my fault. I took my note pad out of my pocket and re read the song i wrote earlier
'Let me take you down, cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever
Living is easy with eyes closed
Misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out
It doesn't matter much to me
Let me take you down, cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever
No one I think is in my tree
I mean it must be high or low
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right
That is I think it's not too bad
Let me take you down, cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever
Always, no sometimes, think it's me
But you know I know when it's a dream
I think I know I mean a "Yes" but it's all wrong
That is I think I disagree
Let me take you down, cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about
Strawberry Fields forever'
I closed the note pad as a tear slipped down my cheek
My life went down hill from the moment she left me, i didn't want to do anything anymore, i wouldn't go out, i wouldn't talk, i wouldn't eat. I just kept getting worse and worse
I rolled up my sleeve, looking at the few self-inflicted scars on my wrist
"I love you so much Alex, I'm so sorry" i whispered to myself as i rested my head against a tree.
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Authors note- okay guyss that was the last chapter, i hope it was alright. This book is now complete :) vote and comment, thank you for reading XD