Lindsi POV
I can't take it anymore. I knew I should have never fell for him. I was going to have to pay the price I knew it.
"WHY WAS I SO STUPID!" I yelled flinging my phone at the wall.
A sudden anger that I don't get very often was like I was a boutta start a tornado in my house. I don't understand why I did this I was an idiot I didn't know what I was doing with jc it was an accident ! No one understands.
My phone didn't break and I got even madder. It kept buzzing for along time and I got up and grabbed it. So many tweets said kill yourself, die, how could you do this to Nash!
"if this is what the world wants then I'll give it to them. I can't do it anymore." I whisper. Tears were rolling down my cheeks and I walked to the bathroom.
I looked at myself in the mirror up and down. I felt like a little kid when I'm almost 17. I grabbed a bottle of wine and chugged it down to get everything out of my mind. I felt sluggish as I filled up the bath tub. I really didn't care anymore.
I don't like that idea of suicide or whatever but people hate me. It was an accident I was doing something I shouldn't have. I apologized but I guess that wasn't enough.
I got in the tub clothes and everything and closed my eyes feeling my self sink.
A/n please forgive me I haven't Updated in like a month it's just I've been having so much to do 😭 sorry for the short chapter I'll write a longer chapter soon 💘 Happy Mothers Day even if some of you aren't mothers tell your mom then I said happy Mother's Day 💯
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Matthew's little sister
Roman pour Adolescents14 year old Hailee and 16 year old Lindsi are the sisters of the well known internet famous Matthew Espinosa. Matt joined magcon that year and dragged both girls with him to see his idiot friends make fools of themselves. Magcon DC is what changed i...
