Smut shots and one shots

Is this my last goodbye?[angst]

[tom's pov]

I was left alone by my boyfriend tord...And after that i sometimes just come out of my room now but i still can't get tord over..i cried..tears run down my face..i then drank my last bottle of alcohol and i then got up and put my alcohol bottle down and got out of my room.To the kitchen to eat food.I found a cookies and i ate them."Oh tom your Finnaly out of your room!and we have a visitor later!"edd said"and it's tord!tim"i almost dropped my cookies"so when will he come?""later tom""well ill be in need to go to my room bye.."i then walked to my room and locked it behind me.

[an hour later]

I started to cry and i smiled i got gun under my bed and got to my bathroom.I smiled and put a letter before i pulled the trigger and the next thing i saw was deep darkness oh how lovely..goodbye my dear friends...