It's been okay, I've had some issues with the guy I broke up with. He wouldn't stop complaining about it and I don't like blocking people. And I gave into him asking so I just got back with him again bc he wouldn't stop complaining. I have 3 crushes but he isn't one ;-; idk what to do about it though. 1 is some ik irl, 1 is someone I play pool with on Facebook, and the other is someone I've known online ;-; idk what to do about it but eh. My eating hasnt been doing the best either. I can only take a few bites and I stop bc my stomach hurts. I usually don't eat till dinner but even then I still feel sick after a few bites. Halloween was a bust, it's my favorite holiday but it keeps getting more and more boring. A group of whistled at me it was weird but I just kept walkin, we gave up after 20 mins of trick or treating bc my lil sis make up was causing a reaction on her face so my dad just bought us bags of candy instead lol. I didn't wanna go trick or treating yesterday bc of yesterday's morning. I was having a good day then I showed my sister my outfit and my dad said he was fine with it then she was gonna call me a whore bc of how I looked which I shut her up right before she said it then I walked away to change out of it and she was already talkin shit. After that I lost my happiness. But I gotta call someone last night sadly it wasn't for long but I was glad I could help ^^. But it seems like this month could be the worth month of the year but eh. I think I'mma save up and buy a pen (not a writing one) bc itll help a bit with my stress. I'mma also buy a scratch ticket to since I miss doing them TwT it's been yearssss since my ex step mom never let me "you'll become a gambler" -,- gurllll don't even I always won something though lmfao. I was just lucky UnU but yeah. TvT i lost a bet so I had to write another part but ye. I'mma get an electric guitar, my dad and I well once Natalie moves out my dad's gonna get him some drums but we were gonna get them and have a little jam session. I do feel a bit bad bc I tried to stay clean but it doesn't work. It was easy for the alcohol but the weed and stuff.. It's a bit to hard to get clean from that sadly.. I want to go clean but it's hard. ;-; my friend from Track her lil brother texted me and now he keeps calling me mama's and all idk if it's weird or not but ig I'm not complaining TvT it's a bit weird for me since we haven't talked in a while.
I'mma end it here since idk what else to say
