Day Dreamer (Nathan Sykes Fan Fiction)

Am I Really?

Okay guys, it's been a good while since I've actually sat down and tried to write a new chapter, like always a lot has been going on and haven't been able to reach a computer in a while, I can't promise that I will update soon but I'm going to try like hell to, so with that said on with the story. Oh and one more thing thank you to all who are still reading.

Bre's P.O.V.

I could feel my bare feet as they hit the cold hard ground, I was running, but why? I honestly did not know why I was running or in the woods for that fact, all I knew was my head and heart were screaming run! "You can't run from me little bitch, when I catch you I'm going to make your life a living hell!" a male voice was echoing behind me as I ran, all of a sudden I felt my body hit the ground, I had fallen, I looked down to see what I had tripped over and it was a baby. a baby what the hell is a baby doing in the middle of the woods, I could hear it crying, screaming almost, so I crawled over to it and looked at it, it had no face but was crying, I felt to hands wrap around my neck and I began to panic, "I told you, you can't run from me" The voice beamed behind me, I could feel my breath begin to shorten and my lungs fighting to breath.... I was dying.....

I sat up frantically reaching for my neck, nothing there, I looked around my room, no one there just me and Nath, I felt tears falling down my flushed cheeks, not to mention the waterfall like sweat pouring off my face, I felt a sudden illness wash over me and I started to feel very nauseous, I jumped up and ran to the bathroom and threw up, I sat on the floor crying with my back against the wall when I heard Nathan enter the room.

"You okay love?"

"Yes just a little sick that's all, I'll be fine" I said trying not to get sick again

"Okay, well come back to bed and let me make it better with one of my amazing cuddle" he said with a sleepy grin on his face

"I'll be there in a sec let me just wipe my face and you can keep my spot warm"

He smiled and turned away and my body was calm but my mind was panicking,"when was the last time I've actually had a period?"I said quietly to myself. I stood up and shook it off, it's probably just the nightmares making me sick that's all nothing to worry about.

I stopped my mental battle with myself before I went mad and walked over to my bed to lay with an already sleeping Nath, as I laid down he moved his arm around me and I nuzzled into his chest and finally let sleep take over.

"Well good morning sunshine" I heard Nath say as I opened my eyes

"Good morning my handsome man" I said giving him a quick kiss

"Me and the lads have to go to the studio today to record some vocals so I'm going to go back to the flat to get ready" he said standing up and bending over to kiss me "I'll see you in a bit, okay?"

"Okay, I love you"

"I love you too baby boy"

When Nath left I got up and took a long much needed shower, when I got out I walked over to my closet and began to pick out clothes for the day, I pulled out my cream colored lace tank, jean short shorts, light pink scarf with matching toms, I walked back to the bathroom and dried my hair and quickly threw it up into a high pony tail with my light pink bandana around my head, I put on some light eye shadow, and my liquid eye liner with a wing, and some light pink lip gloss, I grabbed my phone and ran downstairs, no one was awake yet thank goodness, I grabbed my keys and walked out the door to my car, it was about a 10 minute drive to the store, I got out and walked quickly in and to where they sold pregnancy tests, I grabbed a box with two in it and walked quickly to the counter just in case I saw anyone I knew lurking here, I paid for them and hurried home up to my room and finally the bathroom.

I opened the box and read the directions and prayed that I was wrong and I wasn't really, I couldn't be, not now, not yet, I sat on the toilet thanking god that I was able to hold my bladder the whole morning, after I peed on the stick I set it on the counter and washed my hands, I almost didn't want to stop washing my hands, I didn't want to know the answer but I had to look at it, I looked down at it and my heart just about pounded out of my chest was I relieved or just all around terrified.

"Am I really?" I said silently to my self

I picked up my phone and dialed Nathan's number, after two rings he picked up.

"Hello love, what's up?" Nath said

"Uhm Nathan I have to tell you something"

"Okay, what is it?"

"Erm... I'm pregnant" I said quickly down the phone

There was a long silence, I could hear the lads in the background asking what was wrong.

"Nathan say something" I said beginning cry

"I'm so happy baby girl, I'll be there in an hour or so and we'll talk about it but I have to go I love you so much my love I'll talk to you later"

Before I could say anything the phone hung up, was he really happy about it or was he lying to me, oh lord please give me the strength to tell everyone and for them not to kill me or Nath.