Can't Fight These Feelings...

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Lani's POV

As Harry and I walked through the back door, I felt 5 pairs of eyes staring at us. All seven of us awkwardly stared at each other. Justin's eyes darted back and forth at me and Harry.

"So I'm gonna go uh upstairs. Just knock on my door if you need anything, Annie" Harry said before jogging up the stairs.

"Kay" I quietly said.

"Annie?" All the boys questioned. My cheeks burned.

"It's a um....never mind. It's a long story." I nervously said. I bit my lip and walked into the kitchen.

Footsteps followed me as I opened the refrigerator door. I knew who it was before even having to turn around.

"Leilani....." I closed the door and turned around. Justin blocked me from moving, hand high over my head and face inches away from mine. "Lani, just listen to me. Please?" He begged.

"Justin, don't." I stared at the floor, not looking into those chocolate brown eyes. Those irresistible chocolate brown eyes.

"Leilani. I'm sorry. This time I mean it." His hand slid under my chin, making me face him. There was a small frown hanging upon his face.

"I don't believe you. Why does it even matter if Harry and I go out? It's not like we're dating" I told him. I could tell Justin gritted his teeth. He was uncomfortable. He always did that when he was uncomfortable.

"Because, Lani, the way he looks at you when you're in the room. The way you can make him smile effortlessly and laugh like there's no tomorrow...." Justin described.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I looked at him in confusion.

"He likes you Lani. The way he looks at you, it's like he's seen an angel. He doesn't turn away" Justin raked his hand through his hair.

"How would you know? I mean-"

"Because Lani, that's how I looked at you when I first saw you." I scrunched my eyebrows together.

"It still doesn't make sense Justin. You broke up with me. ME. Why does it matter if he looks at me that way?" I questioned.

"....I...can't.....I still have feelings for you Leilani. I don't want to see you with someone else. It just doesn't feel right." Justin admitted. I gasped.

"Justin......" I didn't know how to answer him. I just didn't.

"Just give me one more chance baby. Please?" He looked at me with puppy dog eyes. I closed my eyes, not wanting to answer him. What if I didn't want to go back to him? What if, I needed to move on? "Just one more?" Something soft pressed against my lips. My thoughts became clouded as Justin pulled me close to his warm body. Then again, maybe I did miss him. The way his fingers perfectly fit through mine, the way he hugged me from behind as he buried his head in my neck.

Then Harry popped in my mind. I loved those crystal green eyes, and how he understood me. Was Justin right? The way he looked at me, how I could make him laugh and smile?

I pulled away from Justin and bowed my head.

"I love you Justin, but just not the way I once did. I don't know if everything can be the same. Just give me some time. Please?" Justin disappointingly shook his head.

"I can't say I tried" he whispered.

"Hey. Don't lose hope. There is someone out there, waiting for you. You are amazing Justin. Don't forget that" I told him.

"Whatever" he pursed his lips, and walked out the door.

I hated breaking my best friend's heart, but I knew everything was gonna turn out exactly like it did the last few times. Something's never change, right.

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HAIII!!!! :)

I'm really hyper right now! So I wrote this chapter! Si......yea! Bye!!

P.S. please keep reading it might seem boring at first or not but trust me it gets WAY better :)

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