Can't Fight These Feelings...

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

I paced back and forth in my bathroom, debating on what I wanted to do. After finically deciding, I whipped my phone out and dialed the first person I thought of.

"Hello?" Said that familiar voice. I could feel myself about to choke up.

"Justin? It's Lani." I said biting my lip.

"What's wrong?" He asked in concern. I held tightly to the pregnancy test in my hand as I closed my eyes.

"Justin, I'm pregnant." I said. Justin didn't reply. "Did you hear me?" I whispered.

"Yea. I heard you. I'm just not sure I got it right. Say it again."

"I'm pregnant." a tear slipped my eye, wishing it wasn't true.

"I-no. How? That's not possible Lani!" I heard something solid hit something else. Justin was mad.

"The day Harry came to see me....I don't. I thought we used protection!you an I always used protection! I thought I did this time!" I finally sank to the floor, letting the tears come.

"I'm gonna kill that boy! That bastard! Lani listen to me, stay where you are. I'm coming as soon as I can!" Justin said.

"Justin no. Don't hurt Harry. Don't even tell him. I...I decided I want to let the baby grow up normally. N-no flashing lights, constant moving. I don't want the press to know, them always on my back. Just please, act as though I never told you." I pleaded with Justin.

"Lani even if you do that, you can't just all of a sudden block Harry for your life. He loves you Lani, and he won't give up!" Justin argued.

"I'm not gonna all of a sudden block him, Justin. Just, just finish the tour and I'll talk to Harry. He-he doesn't have to know." I told my best friend.

"Okay. Well once this is all over, I promise I'll be there for you Lani."

"Okay." I whispered.

"We will get through this. I know we will." he said calmly into the phone.

"Okay. Well I gotta call Harry. Do you know if he's busy?" I asked.

"No. I think he's with the other guys. Good luck Lani."

"Thanks Justin. I'll talk to you after. Bye."

"Bye."

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"We're over."

"Wait what?" Harry asked in shock. "No that can't be. I just barely got you back!" Harry said. I didn't want to do this this way, but I had to. It's what's best. For the baby.

"I can't stand you being away. I can't stand the thought of thousands of girls drooling over you since we aren't even supposed to be together. I want to be able to move on without having to wait." I lied. I wasn't worried about him being gone. I never was.

"But I can make it a priority to see you! We can make it official again if you want! You can come back on tour. I'll do anything! Just don't leave me again Lani. Please..." Harry begged. A tear slipped from my eye.

"Bye Harry. Good luck." I said as I hung up. Texts from him rolled in. I refused to look at them as I buried my head into my hands. The sobs overcame me. Why was my life so screwed up? Everything was fine before. I miss those innocent days. When everything wasn't so complicated and not full of decisions.

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Oooooooohhhh Drama!!

Yeli :)