Can't Fight These Feelings...

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

I woke up with a jolt.

"Darcy?!" Was the first thing I said. Justin calmed me down and held me tight.

"Shh Harry dropped her off last night. See?" He whispered in my ear. Justin pointed to my sleeping daughter on the other bed. I sighed and sank back into Justin's arms.

"So what are we doing today?" I asked, cuddling up into his warm body.

"You and I are hanging out by ourselves today. Harry wants to take Darcy out one last time before we leave." I frowned and looked up at Justin.

"How are you okay with this?" I sat up, my mood changing from happy to frustrated.

"It's complicated Lani, but I really think Harry should be able to take his daughter out today." Justin said. I got out of bed and shook my head, pacing.

"No. No. No. I don't want Darcy to grow up with his fame! I want her to live a normal life, and when she's older and decides to take on the fame, then that's her choice. I don't want her regretting any of this. Ways having to have high expectations, no privacy, being used for attention..." I could go on with that list, but I didn't.

"Lani, I trust Harry. We're leaving tomorrow. He doesn't know where we live, he's going back to England soon. We will be parting ways. I think it's fine if Darcy sees him before they leave." Justin tried to persuade me. I looked into his light brown eyes.

"What were you planning on doing today?"Justin smiled.

"Just a date. You. Me. Have some fun. Just all that cliche movie scenes." I laughed and sat down in his lap.

"Fine, ill do it." I said giving him a kiss.

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"I love you. Be safe okay?" I gave Darcy a hug and a kiss.

"Okay mommy!" She said squeezing me tight. Harry stood behind her, smiling.

"C'mon Darcy! Lets go have some fun!" He said sweetly. I watched as my child ran toward her dad and giggle at the same time. It was better than cute. It was adorable.

"Dont do anything risky, Styles!" I pouted my finger at Harry and gave him a warning look.

"I won't! See y'all later!" He took Darcy and walked out the door.

I turned around grinning at Justin.

"Pool?" He suggested. I nodded.

I put on my strapless blue bikini top with its matching bottoms. I pulled on my ripped jean shorts and didn't bother to put on a shirt. Justin didn't either.

"Hmm...someone's looking sexy today." Justin wiggled his eyebrows and gave off a goofy grin.

"Not bad yourself, Bieber." I gave him a wink.

We walked to the pool, Justin's arm around me. We don't look as different as when we were 18,19 years old. Without Darcy, I would've been considered a teenager.

Hours later, Justin and I dried off and walked back to our room. I jumped in the shower, and sang softly.

"Lani! Lani you might wanna see this!!" Justin called out. I frowned and turned the water off. I wrapped the towel around me and saw The TV.

"Earlier today, Harry Styles from One Direction was seen with a little girl. She has the same looks as the stunning singer, and is rumored to be Harry's daughter. The toddler's mom is thought to be Leilani Ross, former girlfriend of Harry, and current boyfriend of Justin Bieber. Are directioners gonna go crazy about this? Stay tuned, and we'll be right back. The commercial rolled as I stared in horror.

"Lani?" Justin said worriedly. The door knocked. Just on time.

"Darcy, why don't you go with Ju Ju?" I said once I opened the door. Justin quickly took her out and I let Harry in.

"What did I say about not doing anything risky?" I asked angrily at the curly haired boy.

"What did I do?"

"People are saying Darcy is your daughter! Harry you need to tell them it's a lie! I don't want Darcy to be a part of this fame!" I yelled at him.

"Well what if I do?! If this is the only way for me to see her, then so be it! Darcy isn't just your daughter Lani! She's mine too!" Harry yelled back.

"Stay away from her!" I hit him in his chest repeatedly. Harry looked unharmed as he got ahold of my wrists.

"Annie what happened to you? We were fine before any of this happened. Why can't I just be in your life again? Darcy means so much to me." he looked at me with pleading eyes.

"Life happened. I don't want the cameras always over me. If I told the world about Darcy, do you know how much judgement I would've gotten? 18, pregnant, dated Justin Bieber and Harry Styles, not even famous. I would gotten so much trash! I didn't want to put up with it. So I left." I told him.

"We'll now you're 20, and going on strong. I don't want to loose touch with my baby girl. Three years without her, and all I've gotten was 2 days. Can we please give it a try? Can I visit someday? Talk to you on the phone? Skype? FaceTime? I know you and Justin are together, and I still haven't gotten over you, but can you at least allow me to be the father I want to be?" Harry begged.

"I-I don't know. I need to think about it." I whispered. Harry gave a weak smile.

"That's all I need to know." he pulled me into a familiar hug, resting his head on my shoulder. Something about his touch gave me tingles down my spine. I shook it off and allowed my thoughts to wonder. What should I do? Let Harry into my hard life now, and it possibly get better or worse, or let it stay how it is now? Should I take the risk?

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