Can't Fight These Feelings...

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

I missed him. I missed his smile, his laugh, the way his electric green eyes watched me, the way he kissed my forehead at the randomest moments. I missed his touch, his comfort, the way he made me feel safe. Part of me wished he didn't give up. Part of me wished I never let go.

1 month since the last phone call, the last message. 1 month since I've talked to practically anyone. I thought going back home would make things better, but it didn't. That's one of my worst flaws, running away from my problems. I never tried to overcome them. I wish I could, but I couldn't.

The cool air hit my cherry cheeks. Above me, the gray ominous clouds hung gloomily. The weather matched my mood. My head stayed low as I walked the streets. My hands searched for warmth in the pockets of my coat.

"Lani!" I froze in my spot. Maybe I was imagining things. Maybe the loneliness has made me go crazy.

"Lani!!" I heard again. I looked up to see those chocolate brown curls. We stood a few feet, unmoving.

"Harry." I whispered. What was he doing here? Harry took one step foreword. I closed my eyes, refusing to believe he was here. I refused to let myself dream, but soon allow them to crash down beside me.

Something soft touched my face. I remained firm, and didn't open my eyes.

"Lani it's me. Open your eyes. Please. Please!" Harry begged. A tear slipped down my cheek. I slowly allowed my eyes to flutter open. Harry's eyes locked with mine. I could feel myself on the verge of tears, wanting to hold into Harry and never let go.

"I've missed you so much. So so much." Harry pulled me into his arms. I burrow my head into his shoulder, smelling that familiar cologne.

"Harry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving. I can't...I can't stay away anymore. I don't know what to do!" I cried.

"Shhh it's okay. You don't have to stay away. I will do whatever it takes for you to be with me. I don't care what management says. I never listen to them, so why now?" Something wet fell onto my cheek. As I looked up, it began to rain.

"I'm sorry I never answered your calls or texts." I said pulling away.

"It's okay. I'm sorry for giving up. I promised myself when we first came together, I promised I would do whatever it took to make you happy. If leaving you made you happy, then so be it. After a while, I couldn't take it. I broke that promise. " I bit my lip, with a small grin. He would do that for me?

"Well I'm glad you did." I whispered. Harry smiled, leaning down for a kiss.

We walked back to my house. I turned on the fireplace and sat down next to Harry on the couch. He pulled me into his lap, cuddling with me. I pressed my head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

"Harry?"

"Yes babe?"

"I-I don't want to go against your management. I don't wanna be on bad terms with them. I think..with you, I'll sing." I whispered. Harry brushed a strand of hair from the side of my face.

"I don't want you to do something you're uncomfortable with." he said in concern.

"I...I won't. As long as I'm with you." Harry lifted my chin and gave me a long kiss.

"Then I will be with you. Forever and always." He whispered before pressing his lips against mine once more. My hands tangled through his curls, something I yearned for for a while now. I felt Harry's hand trail my back as he deepened the kiss. He but my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I allowed our mouths to move in sync.

"Let me make up for all this time I've missed with you. Let me show you how much I miss you." Harry said in between the kiss.

"Okay." I said as I saw the lust in his eyes. His hands touched skin as they tugged at the hem of my shirt. When I thought I was broken, and not able to be fixed, I realized I was wrong. Harry was my rock, and he was what I needed to overcome anything.

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