Until We're Together, Again

I'm Sorry, Eda

With her palisman egg close to her chest , Luz layed on her soft bedroom floor and looked at the twinkling stars from her window.

" I'm sorry , I'm so sorry , Eda. I was supposed to protect King, I was supposed to help you, and defeat Belos. King pushed me and the rest of us through the portal to " protect me", But who's going to protect him from the Collector? 

The Collector is a million times more powerful than Philip. We were barely able to dent Philip, but the Collector sent him flying. And now the Collector has King and I don't know what's going to happen to him. The worst part is that The Collector knows that King's a Titan, I'm so scared that they'll hurt him. I'm supposed to be King's big sister , I can't even protect him. 

I'm useless. None of this would ever happen if I had just gone back home through the portal door, the day we met. If I hadn't had the stupid idea for me to stay and train to become a witch. Philip would have never gotten the portal door, he never would have gone through with the draining spell. Because of me, almost everyone on the Isles died.

I was supposed to help keep the both of you, and the Isles safe. It was supposed to be us weirdos against the world. We were supposed to see my palisman hatch together. But all I did was help Philip, and leave the Isles unprotected from the Collector, like a coward!

 I helped that witch hunter Belos , I'm the reason the Isles are in ruin. Because I wasn't strong enough. And because of me , both of you are gone. I didn't know what was going to happen , but I never imagined that we would be separated by worlds.

I hate avoiding my Mom , Amity, and my friends , but I can't bear to see another person be hurt because they cared about me. I hate being so cold to all of them, but I don't know what else to do. This is the only way I know to protect them.

 I'll never forgive myself , until I fix this. Whatever I do, I'll do it by myself. So no one else will ever get hurt." Luz finished off with desperation. With a broken heart, she fell asleep.