ALL I EVER NEED | PANSY PARKINSON

CHAPTER 23 - THE CHAMPIONS AND HOW THE FUCKS

Snuggling into her embrace, i felt the warmest in a long time. It always felt like this when she’s in my arms and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Pulling her closer to me, I pepper her with kisses on the neck and up to her jaw while her head snuggled on the crook of my neck. Pansy let out a sigh in contentment and tightened her hug. No words muttered, our actions was the only thing that matters at the moment.

But I know that sooner or later, we have to talk the things that transpired before everything escalated. I don’t want my relationship with her be damned because of any miscommunication.

“So..” I started, hoarsely before clearing my throat and tightening my hug. “Wanna talk now princess?”

Pansy look up at me with a pout, not quite want to. “Do we have to, daddy? “

Chuckling, I slightly pinch the side of her cheek. “Yes we have to.”

She huffed and nod begrudgingly before snuggling into me more, her chin on my chest as she look up at me cutely before smiling. “Okay.”

Caressing her hips, I smiled at her softly as well, feeling a whole damn zoo of butterflies in my stomach just by gazing at the beautiful being in front of me. I shook my head lightly to get back from the daydream. “Tell me what you’re thinking, princess.”

Her face stilled and cast her eyes down before looking at me briefly. “I’m scared.” She whispered, her eyes pooled with unshed tears which made me frown with worry. “I’m scared that you’ll get back to her again.”

Kissing her forehead, I brought my hand on her cheek, cupping it. “Why would you think that?”

Pouting sheepishly, she play with the covers while her other hand interlaced with mine. “You were together for years and we’ve been together for a month? What if you realize that I’m just your rebound and you'll get back to her the moment you forgave her.”

That’s what she was worried about.

Humming understandably, I brought my other hand to her face, my eyes bore on hers deeply. “Now listen here baby.” I paused a brief moment when she pout at me in sadness. “Why would I come here to get away from her just to get back to her the moment I see her again? It doesn’t make sense.”

She smacked my arm, huffing. “Daddyyy.”

Chuckling, I peck her lips earning me a smile from my girl before continuing. “Okay okay, well I was just asking princess. Why would I get back to her when I have this amazing girl infront of me that not only made my life for the better but taught me to be better?”

Peppering her with kisses, she giggled in delight. “Why would I waste this wonderful being in front of me for someone who not only made my life a living hell but damaged me too? You’re not just pass time for me, baby. You’re not a rebound. Our relationship can’t be measured in months or years because no matter how short we’ve known each other, you gave me so many reasons not to let you go. And this.” I took her hand on the blanket that she’ve been gripping to place it to my heart. “Feel this? Feel how fast it pounded on my chest? You made that baby and it was never been that way before.”

Flashing me the most gorgeous smile, I peck her lips and nose making her scrunch it more cutely. “God, you made me fall for you in a short amount of time.”

Abruptly stilling my body when I realized what my mouth blurted out, I was about pull away from her, scared of the rejection she most likely do before a hand placed on my jaw. Pansy looked at me with tears in her eyes but the delight on her face says it all. “You really are good with words no matter how you said you’re not. But I do too. I’m falling for you too and it scared me, Lexa.”