Forty Three

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Demi | Mature

Odell and I rarely messaged for the days to follow and it completely tore me apart. I was a broken mess that had to try and hide the fact that my relationship is on the rocks. We're recently engaged, we should be the happiest we've ever been.

Odell Beckham Jr seen out with Eliza Harris

The Cleveland Browns wide receiver was seen spending time with model Eliza Harris and their 9 month old son. Odell posted a sweet photo to Instagram of the youngster, simply captioning it 'My Boy💙.'

It is well known that Odell is in a relationship with singer Demi Lovato but it is unsure how she took the news

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It is well known that Odell is in a relationship with singer Demi Lovato but it is unsure how she took the news.

I tried to distract myself by going into the studio to work on music but my mind constantly went back to my relationship. If I don't fix this, I'm going to lose him and I don't think I could survive that. I want my future with Odell so I just need to get over the fact that I'm jealous of a 9-month-old.

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The last person I expected to find on the other side of my front door at 9am on Friday morning was Odell

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The last person I expected to find on the other side of my front door at 9am on Friday morning was Odell. I wanted to be excited that he was here but the fear I felt for our relationship outweighed that excitement.

"H-Hi" I was almost hesitant to speak.

"Hi. You heading out?" I glanced down at my attire.

"Erm, yeah. I-I was just gonna head to-to the gym" my heart was pounding rapidly against my chest. His presence was beginning to make me nervous. I swallowed the lump from my throat as I glanced down at the floor. "Y-You can come in if-if you want" I stepped off to the side so he could enter my apartment and fuss Batman and Ella who were trying to gain his attention. I had tears piercing the back of my eyes as I closed the door behind him. "I-I didn't know you were..." I cut myself off and turned to face Odell.

"We need to talk" the fear that I felt intensified and I suddenly felt like I was going to vomit.

"Nobody likes those words" tears welled up in my eyes as I bit down on my lip and nervously played with my fingers. Odell's eyes dropped to the floor. "I-I'm sorry" my voice cracked as the tears began their journey down my cheeks. "Please, please don't end this. I-I shouldn't have said what I did. I know that you love me and I..." his eyebrows raised and he shook his head as I tried to hold back my sobs.

"I'm not breaking up with you, Baby" he took a seat on the arm of the couch and signalled me towards him.

"But you-you said that..."

"Demi, I wanna marry and have babies with you and if that's gonna happen then we gotta talk about Zydn" I stood between his legs as he wiped the tears from my cheeks and then wrapped his arms around my waist. "I love you" I gently slid my fingers through his curls.

"I love you too."

"Then can I have a kiss cause I've missed you" my lips twitched ever so slightly at the corners as I nodded. His arms tightened around my waist as I pressed my lips to his.

"I'm sorry for being a bitch."

"I didn't really get it but then I spoke to my Mom. You're scared, Baby, and I get that now."

"I don't want you to have to choose between us" my eyes moved to his hair that I was playing with. "I know what it's like to grow up without a dad and I know I have Eddie but my biological dad was never around. I don't want that for him. You've been given the opportunity to get to know him, and you should" Odell's finger was lightly caressing my ass. "I-I'm scared that Eliza's gonna try something with you."

"Demi, look at me" he cupped my chin and turned me to face him. He slid his thumb along my lip until I met his gaze. "Demi, I love you. You're my future. You're the one I see forever with and I ain't gonna let Eliza ruin that. She ain't shit compared to you. You're the one I'm gonna marry. You're the one I'm gonna have more babies with. I've told her that" there was nothing but honesty in his eyes. "I've also told her that she's gonna have to get over her issues with you because I want Zydn to know you. You're basically his step-mom."

"What did she say to that?"

"Not much but she'll get over it eventually" he brought my lips down to meet his. I quickly melted into the kiss. "I love you" he softly mumbled against my mouth.

"I love you too, and again I'm sorry for being a bitch."

"I forgive you" his lips spread into a smile that I quickly matched. "You still wanna go to the gym or...?" my smile widened as a smirk took over his face and his eyes twinkled.

"I guess I could skip the gym, but what do you have in mind?" I bit down on my lip as his hands gave my ass a squeeze.

"I wanna make love to my beautiful fiancé."

"Make love, huh?"

"Yep. I don't fuck no more" I giggled as he stood, keeping a tight hold of my ass as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"But I like when you fuck me" he softly laughed as he carried me towards my bedroom and dropped me down on the bed.

"You want me to fuck you?" I nodded, biting down on my lip as he hooked his fingers around the waistband of my leggings and he began to tug them down my legs. I watched his tongue slide along his bottom lip as his hand caressed my inner thigh. "You're beautiful" my cheeks softly blushed at his words. Odell knew exactly where to touch on my body to get me excited, his light caresses had shivers running down my spine. Odell softly caressed my hip as he leant over and pressed a gentle kiss to my stomach. My fingers tangled in his curls as his arms hooked beneath my legs so they rest over his shoulders. He effortlessly slid his tongue along my damp slit causing my hips to jerk. Gentle whines and moans quickly filtered into the air. I struggled to form words as Odell eased two fingers into my wet crevice and he curled them perfectly to hit my g-spot.

"O, I-I..." my back arched off the bed as I reached my climax, gripping the sheet beneath me as a low moan slid from my lips. "Ah fuck!" his fingers continued their gentle thrusting as my body squirmed on the bed beneath him. "O, I-I can't..." my toes curled as his thumb pressed to my clit. "Please..." I tangled my fingers in his curls and gently tugged on a few strands until he moved to kiss me. "Fuck me" his lips twitched into a smirk against mine.

"Okay" I wrapped my arms around his neck to keep him close as he removed his sweatpants. My grip tightened around him and I softly moaned against his mouth as he eased his throbbing cock into my entrance. "Fuck Baby" Odell's face dropped into my neck where he softly sucked on my sweet spot. "I love you" he softly moaned down my ear as his hips rocked gently against mine. I wouldn't say this is the fuck I wanted but I'll take it because I fucking love this man.

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