Just 2 months ago, Demi split from the guy she thought was her forever.
Demi first met Odell Beckham Jr after her concert in Las Vegas, it was just a one night stand between them but it turned into an agreement.
Odell flew back to Cleveland on July 20th. We'd managed to visit a couple other wedding venues but Sunstone Villa in Santa Ynez remains my favourite so far. Odell still wants to look around though even though my heart is already set on it. He wants to check out a few in other states before we settle on a date in California which I guess I can understand.
I headed out on July 23rd to celebrate a friends birthday. I left my engagement ring on which I regretted once we were leaving the venue because of course there'd be paparazzi.
Demi Lovato and Odell Beckham Jr engaged?
The Sorry Not Sorry singer, 26, was seen leaving Barton G in West Hollywood on Tuesday. An eyewitness from the restaurant states that Demi was 'in a good mood' as she joked with friends.
Eagle-eyed fans were quick to notice the diamond on Lovato's ring finger as she was photographed leaving the restaurant. Is this proof that Lovato and boyfriend, Cleveland Browns wide receiver, Odell Beckham Jr are engaged?
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Odell and I wanted to keep our engagement from the public, because let's face it, it's no one's business but ours. I guess even with the rumours circulating, we don't have to address it.
"I know I should have taken it off but I didn't think there'd be paparazzi around, which I guess I was stupid to think."
"You ain't stupid, Baby. We still don't have to announce it."
"I guess but there's still gonna be rumours."
"Let there be rumours. It nobodies business. I love you" my lips twitched into a smile as I nodded.
"I love you too."
"So, what you up to?"
"I was just about to jump in the shower when you rang" a smirk slowly formed on his face.
"So, is your ass naked?" I rolled my eyes and laughed, my cheeks softly burnt as I angled my phone so he could see that I just had a towel wrapped around me. "Drop the towel, Baby" I shook my head and continued to laugh.
"I'm gonna go. I love you."
"You little tease" he spoke through a groan. I bit down on my lip able to feel my arousal grow.
"You love it, Baby" his eyes had darkened with lust. "I miss you" his lips twitched into a soft smile as he nodded.
"I miss you and love you too. We'll see each other soon" I nodded, spoke a final farewell before we hung up. The football season is about to start, Odell's training is underway and it's safe to say that I'm going to struggle being away from him.
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The beginning of August consisted of going into the studio. The goal is to release music at some point next year so I've been busy meeting with numerous song writers. There's a couple songs that I plan to release next year, one of them was recorded in 2018, just days before my overdose.
I'm heading to London on August 18th and Odell had originally planned to come along but it was as I was packing that I received a FaceTime call from him.
"I really am sorry, Baby, but I ain't seen him in weeks and..."
"No, I get it. Don't worry about it" I would be lying if I said I wasn't disappointed. It's my birthday and I'm not going to get to see my fiancé anymore because Eliza has decided it's the only time Odell will be able to see Zydn. I'm really starting to dislike her and I've never even met her.
"We can plan something for when you get back."
"Yeah, whatever" the annoyance and anger that I tried to keep hidden quickly began to show. I'm pissed.
"Baby..."
"No, you wanna see him, don't worry about it. I'm sure I'll be too busy to realise you aren't there anyway" I kept my eyes off my phone screen as I threw a shirt in my suitcase.
"Demi..."
"I'm really starting to despise her, Odell" tears burnt at the back of my eyes as I glanced back at Odell on my phone screen who looked so innocent. "This is her way of trying to get between us, she's using Zydn as a way to get you" Odell shook his head. "You can't see it and you won't until she tries something. Odell, the only time she's allowing you to see Zydn is on my birthday, she knows what she's fucking doing."
"Demi, she isn't trying to get between us. It's the only day she's free that I can see him. You said you trusted me."
"And I do, but I don't trust her" I quickly wiped away the tear that rolled down my cheek as I glanced down at my lap.
"Baby?"
"Hmm?"
"I love you" I bit down on my lip as my heart ached. I do trust Odell, but I don't trust Eliza. "You gonna stay pissed at me?"
"Yeah, probs will be for a while" his lips tugged slightly at the corners and I had to refrain from smiling myself. I may be pissed that he's going to miss my birthday but I still love him.
"Well, I love you and I want you to remember that. That ain't ever gonna change whether Eliza tries something or not. I don't want her. I only want you" he was beginning to melt my heart. "I love you more than anything, you my person, D."
"I'm supposed to be angry at you" a smirk formed on his handsome face and his eyes sort of sparkled. "Stop" I rolled my eyes causing him to softly laugh.
"I ain't doing nothing, Baby."
"You're being sweet to me."
"Just speaking the truth, Gorgeous" my cheeks softly burnt. "I love you and I promise your birthday's gonna be the best yet."
"I suppose I've gotta say that I love you too, right?" my eyebrows raised as he continued to laugh. "You're an asshole but I really do fucking love you" his smile took over his face. "You better give me the best birthday sex of my life when I get back because you missed my birthday."
"It will be the best motherfucking sex, Baby. I promise you that" my cheeks flushed as he winked. "I love you."
"I love you too. I'll message when I get to London."
"Please do, I wanna know you're safe" my lips tugged into a smile. I really do love this fucker.
