Forever the one (A Larry Stylinson Fanfic) L.S PART 1

Chapter 20 Louis

Sorry for the delay Mr Tomlinson has kept me busy the last few days with all the ticket sales, album, and content.

Luke turns up unexpectedly

TRIGGER WARNING DOMESTIC ISSUES

Harry-arrived in London, hope to speak to you later. Give Evan a kiss from me. Have a good day H x

Is it possible to have feelings for two people at the same time, I ask myself when I wake up and see the text from Harry which makes me feel all happy and giddy. I can't help but relive the kiss yesterday, yes it was just a friendly kiss and a spur of the moment thing because I was emotional but that doesn't mean I didn't want him to do it again. That I didn't just want one go at tasting them Lips just so I could be reminded of how they felt, see if they still feel the same, does he still kiss the same?  How can I have got myself into this mess. I love Luke we been together 4 years, he helped me raise Evan for god's sake and we share a house.

It's just a phrase I tell myself as I get out of bed to go make my morning cuppa. It's going to be fine I'm going to marry Luke as planned and put all of this Harry stuff behind me. We are both adults and have moved on, it's just Evan that links us so there no need to get myself worked up. When Luke arrives home things can go back to normal, and all thought of Harry will be gone out the window. I sit down with my drink and can't help though but feel saddened by the fact that it's going to be Luke walking through that door to come home and not Harry.

Louis- glad u got there in one piece on that death trap. I'm sure Evan would like to speak to you later. Enjoy your music making L

 I can't help but notice that Harry always signs off with a kiss and I wish I could do the same. God, I'm driving myself crazy. Elle is in the shop today, it's my day off so I'm going to get Evan to school and go see my mom. Yes, that's what il do. I'm sure she will have some wise words to tell me I think to myself as I start on breakfast and the task of the horrible morning routine and school run.

I pull up at my mom's after dropping Evan off. He was so happy and excited although a bit sad that Harry had to go and wouldn't be here today, but I've told him he could call or text him later and he seemed happy with that, which I'm glad about. I'd hate him to feel that he's been forgotten already. 

" Never fear, your favourite son is here" I yell as I let myself in the house. I know it's just mom here, Mark will be at work and the kids at school so we can have a bit of a chat.

"In that case darling son, put the kettle on and make the drinks" I hear my mom call from God knows where. I've only just stepped through the door and she's barking orders.

"Bloody hell, I'm the guest here or did you forget" I laugh out to the empty hallway as I make my way to the kitchen and prepare the teas. I find my mom in the living room watching this morning on tv, feet tucked up as I hand her the cup. "Aww thank you my boy, see that's why my favourite" she winks.

I settle down opposite her as we drink our tea, and she gives me a run down on the shit shes watching and what's happening on the soap land spoiler segment she's currently watching. I want to talk to her, but I don't know how to bring it up, I'm hoping she does as I'm itching to get it all out. My phone buzzes in my pocket and I take it out my pocket, trying to hide the grin on my face.

Harry- I'm suddenly feeling very inspired today, wrote a song for Evan :) H x 

I can't not smile, blimy it's only a text message, although I'm secretly hoping that I may be part of the inspiration and maybe I will get a song too.

"What you grinning at " I look over and she's eyes me curiously as I pocket my phone. Il reply in a bit. 

"Nothing, Harry just texted that's all, he wrote a song for Evan" I can't keep it in. She places her cup down and turns to face me unrolling her legs from underneath her and placing them on the floor. Ok here it comes. The serious talk.