Forever the one (A Larry Stylinson Fanfic) L.S PART 1

Chapter 27 Harry

Harry returns home and bumps into someone he did'nt want to see

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I've not heard from louis for 5 days now since the article dropped. I have tried texting, but he's not answering. I would be worried if it wasn't for the fact that I've spoken to Evan each day and he seems his happy cheerful self. Louis doesn't come to the phone, I've been calling Evan on his new phone which he loves, you would think id given him the world the way he was so excited bless him.

I know Louis has a lot to sort out after seeing the article, I can only imagine the shit he got from Luke. I hope it wasn't too bad but, in a way I hope Luke has walked out and left Louis. I know that seems really selfish of me and would cause Louis hurt which of course I don't want but after the other night I can't stop thinking about him and how much I want the life that Luke currently has. 

The evening with Louis plays through my mind on repeat. The way we just gelled back together and connected. I'm sure he felt it too and it wasn't just me, which is why I think he's finding it hard to talk to me about it at the minute. I tell myself its fine though. If it means waiting till he's ready to talk about it, then il wait forever. I think I can honestly say with all my heart that I love him, I always have and always will. Even if he doesn't want me like that anymore and Saturday was a one off, I can live with that. What I couldn't live with is not being in his life anymore even as a friend.

Jeff called me after the article was released. They have not yet made a comment but due to the interest and the positive reaction from fans he thinks the best way would be to be seen together gradually. I know it's not ideal as I really didn't want to do fake walks, but if in the long run Louis and Evan are recognised as being with me then it will blow over and things will settle down. It's not as if it be totally fake anyway cause whatever we are doing it will be real it will just so happen that some Paps will know in advance where we will be. I'm not sure yet about wanting Evan in on this and I need to see how Louis feels as ultimately, I want him to have the final say. I know it's asking a lot as he has a fiancé and that's going to look so bad, I know that but we not saying we are a couple, we just friends who are going to bring up our child together. I'm going to try and have a word this weekend and try come up with something we both jointly agree on.

I spoke to Liam about it the other day. I know he is Louis's friend but if anyone knows the situation it be him, obviously I didn't go into what happened just that we had met up and about my feelings for him. I was disappointed to learn though that Liam has not seen Louis this week either and it makes me anxious. I swear to God if that wanker has hurt him, I will hunt him down.

I'm due to head back up to Holmes chapel tomorrow. Liam informed me the kids have a match and Harper and Evan are both playing, which I did already know as Evan had not shut up about it so I'm going to go. I have finished down here for the time being, getting lots of studio time this week so I'm going to go up and maybe whilst I'm there I can look at some properties. As soon as I said I was going to come Liam generously offered me a room to stay in "you're not staying in a hotel Harry" were his exact words. To say I was moved is an understatement. I felt that I belonged once more, and even after this short time I am grateful that I have been welcomed back so easily. It be nice though having company and not being alone and whilst I'm there I can catch up with Liam and see how things are since Zayn has gone and if there is anything I can do. I'm sure it's been difficult with only him now to support the girls and if I can help anyway then I will.

I throw my packed bag into the boot and I'm soon driving back up to Holmes Chapel. I decided to take the range rover this time and not the bike as I'm hoping I may get the chance for some one-on-one time with Evan, and I can't exactly take him on the bike. The last time I made this journey I didn't know my life was about to do a full 360. There I was riding on my bike, distraught at the fact that Zayn had died and nervous about seeing Louis yet this time its bittersweet. It's still gut wrenching that Zayn is not going to be there with his usual fun-loving attitude but also, I got to admit I'm so happy and excited to get to see Evan and get to know him better, build a strong father son bond. Since we told him I was his dad I've not been able to hold him or cuddle him, just chats on the phone, and I can't wait to have the little man in my arms.