Things written in bold will be Vi pov it's like a switch thing
Y/n pov
The day started as normal, though my motivation was quickly slipping and my days slowly started to consist of me laying in bed and watching movies I wouldn't say I'm mad, not anymore.
She didn't want to date me anymore, and that was fine. She found someone new not long after, and that's fine. I'm done being mad at her because it's not going to get me anywhere... well I thought I was done being angry.
As I finish brushing my teeth ready for bed I see an unknown number calling, curiously I pick up my phone and answer.
"Hello?"
Her voice, she actually answered. What led me to call her? I'm not sure. Regret, guilt maybe, I know it's dumb and shit like this doesn't end well but I would feel better knowing I apologized.
"Y/n, it's Vi I wanted to talk to you-"
Vi... That's why it was an unknown number, cause I deleted hers. Why things are fine, I got over it, I moved on, what the fuck does she want. "About what?" I try to stay calm, this doesn't need to turn into a fight.
Maybe this was a bad idea.
"I just wanted to... apologize to you"
Thats it!? "Fine, forgiven. Now goodbye" I go to hang up before she urgently asks me to no.
"Wait Y/n! I'm not done" I tell her, I hear her let out a sigh before silents. Quickly checking that the call is still going, which it is, I decided to just continue talking.
"What I did was shitty I know and I never meant to hurt you, I get that saying this won't change much but I would just rather us be friends again," She tells me, I can feel myself giving in, she meant to much to me for me to just let her go but at the same time, to much damage was caused to. "Vi i- I don't think that's a good idea, I'm sorry but I just can't" I try to tell her calmly.
This is what I get? I tried to be nice, to apologize and make things better and that is all I get in return!? "What? No Y/n I'm trying to just fix things... will you let me do that!?"
She got mad quickly... too quick, I don't like this, any of this. I want the call to be over because I know should I stay any longer on this call things are going to be said that I know I will regret.
The silence is long before she talks again "Vi just calm down" her voice is soft, the same calm tone she would keep no matter the situation, unfortunately, I struggle to do the same, and I can feel the control over my emotions slipping. "Im calm! Look half of it wasn't even my fault so you should be thankful I'm even apologizing!" fuck what was I saying?
She basically yelled that over the phone, I am struggling to put up with it, ready to release all built up anger I have had through the whole relationship, all the times I wanted to speak my mind but didn't because I didn't want to hurt her, I can feel it all coming up, like word vomit. "Vi, I did nothing wrong. You broke up with me, you dated someone less than two weeks later, and you treated them better than me. Do you want to know what I did? I sat there and I accepted it because fuck I knew you were happy and that's all that mattered"
For me? so that I was happy?
I wanted to stop, stop talking, stop the call, stop making things worse but I couldn't help it. "I never asked you to y/n! Ok, it's not my fucking fault your such a people pleaser, I mean god you let people walk over you all the time! It's hard to watch Y/n, nearly impossible for fuck sake, and now you're getting mad at me!? You made that choice not me"
I stop, and I think about every single word she just said, my annoyed tone drops and so does my emotion. I stare blankly at the wall in front of me, the grip on the phone tightening in anger. "fuck you" I say to her then there is long silence "Dont you ever call again... your dead to me" that was the final thing I said before hanging up the phone. I don't cry, I don't react, instead, I resume my night routine, no emotion, no reaction, just blank.
"Your dead to me" The call then stops, I pull the phone away and see she hung up on me, there we go, now I really don't it. I had to call again didn't I, I had to try to fix things, I had to say that to her. I mean honestly what the fuck was I thinking.
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Arcane Imagines / Head cannons x FemReader
FanfictionThis is an Arcane Imagine book- I will mainly Write for Vi, Jinx/Powder and Caitlyn but if guys would like anyone else i will be more then happy. Requests are open. Started: 26 December Finished: Ongoing