Arcane Imagines / Head cannons x FemReader

Feelings ~ Jinx x Reader

Feeding yall at this point

Y/n pov-

I hadn't talked to her for days, I didn't know how. My feeling for her is becoming too much that I'm too scared to say something but if I continue to be around her I just might accidentally let it slip.

I've only ever been in love once, and that ended horribly. I promised myself I would never fall in love again, that I would never leave myself vulnerable again but something about her just draws me in, it's exhilarating. 

I violent knock on my door pulls me away from my thoughts, I rush over to see who it is, and to my misfortune, it's the one person I'm trying to avoid. "Jinx, what's up?" I question, trying to play it cool. "Don't 'whats up' me! Why are you ignoring me? did I do something, did I upset you or something?" She questions, I take a deep breath.

'act like you don't know what she is talking about'

"What are you talking about? I'm not ignoring you" Yep, played that off perfectly. "Yes, you are! you're avoiding me at school, you're not answering any of my calls or messages. What's happening?" She asks, I stay silent, I can't think of any excuse. 

She lets out an annoyed sigh and invited herself into my house. I shut the door behind her and awkwardly turn to look at her, she stares at me very impatiently, awaiting an answer. 

"Please Y/n, I don't know what I did and it's killing me" She spits out, I sigh and throw myself on the couch. This is it, I'm going to have to tell her and it's going to be really messy but fuck I just got to rip the bandaid off right?

She takes a seat next to me, still just staring at me. "Ok, the truth is..." I let out a deep breath "I think I'm in love with you and if I'm being honest I am absolutely terrified, I don't want to ruin our friendship by telling you and I don't want to start something knowing it could end because the thought of losing you just makes me feel so empty. and you're probably listening to this like 'omg what is she saying' but you needed to know and I defiantly regret telling you but there is nothing I can do now to take it back so just please be nice" I blurt out, long silence follows after my little rant and I am instantly filled with regret and embarrassment.

I slowly turn to look at Jinx and she just sits there shocked, I can't tell if its in a good way or not though. "please say something" I beg, "I um- I don't know what to say" she tells me, fuck that makes me feel a lot worse. 

"I'm sorry, look let's just pretend that I never said anything. Ready. Go. Heeey Jinx wanna watch a movie?" I try to lighten the mood, my anxiety is building and I think I might cry. All I can do is try and fix it. "No Y/n, I'm not going to pretend that you didn't say that. I think I'm just shocked that... that you actually like me" she says, I still can't tell if that's in a good way or not.

 "I think I like you too," She says to me, sounding very unsure of her words. "Why didn't you tell me this sooner?" She questions, "I already said why, I didn't want to ruin things" I remind her "right" She states. 

We both sit in silence, this is the most embarrassing thing ever. 

"So, what now?" I ask her, she turns to look at me, giving me a soft and sweet smile. "How about a date, to see if this would you know, work" She suggests, I would be lying if I said I didn't get a little excited the moment she said the word date. "What if it doesn't?" I ask "then we can forget everything that was said, but only then ok" "ok".

We spend a bit of time planning out what we want the date to be, where, when, and all that stuff. I was relieved by the way Jinx handled it and the outcome of it all. 

Jinx says her goodbyes and gives me a long hug before leaving, my stomach was filled with butterflies.

As I shut the door I let out a sigh of relief, then an excited squeal to know I'm actually going on a fucking date with her in 2 days... holy shit, I'm going on a date with her in 2 days!

I'm honestly just procrastinating doing an assignment that's the only reason I'm updating so much in one night.