Quiet Mornings And Loud Nights(Ghost Simon Riley)

7-Journal entry

-In a perfect world- (this is sort of a filler, feel free to skip)

In a perfect world, there would be no war

In a perfect world there we be no fighting, no pain, no unnecessary death.

But this world was just the opposite.

I imagine a lake with life all around it. Trees and flowers decorate the hills nearby, and a slight breeze carried a song. In this world I could be beside him, without any fear. No fear of death, battle, or losing him. There's a bench beside the lake, and just enough room for the two of us. The sun above gave the nature life, made the water sparkle, and the flowers smile. I wish for a world where we could be alone. Where we didn't have to be judged. Where birds would fly, not bullets. Where deer would run, not people. This serene lake would glow in the sunlight and reflect the beauty of the world.

In our world, there is fear. There is terror and war. There is a constant battle being fought in every corner. The sun was clouded by smoke and pollution. The flowers weeped and the trees swayed in the wind. The birds did not fly. The deer did not run. He was always at risk of dying. Always on the run from something. So why couldn't things be different?

I miss him already. His face, his eyes, his hands. Everything. So much happened and I hope that more will come. He felt so close, then I fear I lost him. He's so confusing at times but I'm willing to stick next to him. Theres nothing about him I don't love. I know love is a strong word but it's an affection that no other words explain. And while I feel this way, I guess I'll never know if he feels the same. Only time will tell.

Thanks for reading!
Yes this was short, it was kind of a filler since i pictured Aspen processing in his own way
See you in a few days!🦦❤