Caramel Kisses

Nineteen - Twisted

A/N: I'm so sorry about the scarce updates, but I'm really busy with finals. But since you guys are so fantastic I'm going to TRY and double update. Hopefully tomorrow it will be posted, but hence the word try. I am really excited about the next chapter, and this one also! This one is very crazy and juicy! Holt is portrayed by Robert Pattinson by the way. I'm going to shut up now, and let you enjoy this awesome chapter! Please vote♡☆

Kristen
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I'm fuming, my blood is boiling. Maybe it was my hormones. I wanted to rip Joey's face off and at the same time shove my body in his.

"I'm not sorry about this, was it wrong? Yes, but would I take it back? No." He says angrily. The audacity of him to have an attitude with me? ME?!

"Joey I can't do this right now. I'm not thinking straight and I really do need to think..." I mutter. My brain hurts and my heart is beating quickly. He clenches his jaw and I can see the anger building in him.

"Kristen he's up to no good. Please just believe me!" He shouts exasperatedly. His eyes burn with fire and his hands are balled into fists.

"I believe you, I do. But I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself." I say trying to reason with him.

"BUT WHAT IF HE DOES SOMETHING?!" He questions. I shake my head and shrug my shoulders. I don't know Joey.

"If he did I--ARGH!" He shouts before punching a locker. A large dent is now there and I can see his knuckles are bright red. Oh Joey.

"I get it, I really do, just promise you'll tone it down." He tenses as I say these words.

"Whatever." He mumbles, well at least he's trying. He then walks off leaving me there standing alone. I finally notice my surroundings and I see the crowd gathered by the lunchroom door. Uh-oh, was that all on display.

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Who knew how awkward it could be? What am I talking about, well maybe the fact that I'm forced to sit next to Joey even though we just had a fight. But luckily the day flies by and I'm back home.

He didn't offer me a ride which hurt a little. But it was for the best. So I am sitting home at 6pm doing nothing. Mom is already back out staying in a hotel.

I sit in my bed trying to relax, but it's impossible. The need I feel for human communication is large. I just want to talk to someone. My parents had been traveling like this for some time now, I wish they would just settle down. But that's pretty selfish of me, to stop and ruin their dreams. Maybe if they didn't have me, things could be good.

The emotions flood my mind and I begin to cry. It hurt, thinking about how much better they would be without me. It made me feel worthless, oh please let someone love me. I just want to have someone. My mind drifts if to Joey, but I don't know about him. He seems to not have the same feeling I do. What do I even feel?

I pick up my phone before my mind can tell me no and call him up.

*Cellphone call*

"Hello?"
"Hi Joey."
"What's wrong, you sound like you've been crying."
"I'm fine, but I'm just alone ya know?"

Silence

"I'll see you tomorrow then."
"No, I'm going on a several day travel trip to a basketball game in Austin, Texas. So I'll see you on next week Monday."
"Cool.."
"Yup."
"So--"

He hangs up before I can finish.

Ouch.

I roll over in my bed and ball up. Maybe I could hug myself. My heart aches, was this really how it ended?