Purgatory (Butters X Kenny)

Chapter 1

Kenny grumbles while driving away from the Stotch house for the third time this week. His knuckles turned white gripping the steering wheel tightly. Tears pricking his eyes threatening to fall. He speeds down the road with a tight lump in his throat.
"Awe come on Ken! Cheer up." A sweet soft voice came from the right of him
Kenny kept his eyes on the road not daring to look in the direction of the voice, tempting as it may be. He was far too hurt right now.
"No!" Kenny shouted "Fuck your parents dude!" He finished almost hissing
"Eeep!" Came Butters soft voice. He never was one for cursing
"You.. you don't mean that Ken" he stammered in a hushed voice
Kenny paused watching the street lights envelop the car as they passed under them.
"No I did. Yeah I did Fuck your parents Leo."
Kenny took a hand off his steering wheel running it through his dirty blonde hair. The stress of the evening clearly getting to him. He hated these dinners.
"Gosh" came Butters sweet soft voice again "I...I just can't Ken."
Kenny smirked at this never looking in Butters direction.
"Oh no! I am just too gosh darn good of a boy! I could never!" He mockingly said
"I know you're a very good boy Leo."
Kenny smiled looking over to where Butters voice had come from pausing then looking down.
"Oh right." He sighed "You're not here anymore."
A somber wave crashing over him. He fought the tears in his eyes while he drove into the night

Butters giggled "Ya I am ken! I'm always here with you!"
Kenny's tears started to fall "No!" He shouted "No you're not!"
Kenny tried desperately to get a grip on himself
"It's not real. It's not real Ken, just ignore it!" He pleaded with himself
"Awe come on Ken don't ignore me" a soft whisper in his ear "I am right in her with you"
Kenny desperately wanted to get out of the car. He sped through intersections completely ignoring the lights and traffic.
"You're not here Leo! I wish you were here but you're just not!" Kenny sniffled
"You haven't been here for so long Leo. I just I miss you!" Kenny cried out "I can't do this anymore! I can't take it without you! Why did they have to take you from me!" He shouted punching the steering wheel. The car crept steadily to 90mph
"I wish you could visit me Kenny" Butters sweet voice echoed in his mind
'Fuck it' Kenny thought looking down at the dash then to the empty seat
'whats the point of doing anything without him anyway'
Kenny wiped his eyes and slammed on the gas. The desperation taking over him. 'it won't be permeant anyway' he thought to himself 'at least I won't have to feel anything for a little while' Kenny's brows furrowing as he released his hands from the steering wheel.
"See you soon" was barely a whisper in his ear. He closed his eyes bracing for the inevitable and smiled relieved he would finally get some peace.
The car sailed off the road and into a tree.
"Fuck!" Kenny said to himself as he felt the impact send him through the windshield breaking his neck.... What a pain

The car horn was going off glass and metal strewn everywhere. Kenny's limp body laying on the wrinkled up hood.
But he was far far away. Waking up in an all white space nothing surrounding him as far as he could see. It was like walking through water pooling at his feet. There was never anything distinct in this place but he knew it well. Feeling relief wash over him there was no pain when he was here.
He walked through the cool water expecting to be dragged away at any moment back to his life. Suddenly he heard something. There was never any noise here he turned questioning what he thought he heard.
He could not believe the sight before him
"Butters?" He said out loud the words choking in his throat
The beautiful little blonde boy humming to himself turned to him smiling the sparkle in his bright blue eyes was still shining. He smiled at Kenny
"Well hiya Ken!"
Then he was gone Kenny jolted awake back in his bed once again
"FUCK!"