Lando Norris | Formula 1

Chapter Thirty-Six

"No, Lando. I'm not going to beg for your affection and your intimacy. You do you, until you're ready to share it with the person that is at fault of this" I say refering to myself. I knew I was the reason he didn't want to be intimate with me.

I just couldn't figure out why.

I didn't answer to his calls as he tried calling me back over, I continued. I pulled Carmen away from George and the same with Charlotte.

We dance to the music as Isa, Heidi and Kelley joins us. "I hate men" we all say in unison.

We laugh and dance together for the rest of the night. We drank the bar dry, or at least that's what it felt like.

The guys sat grumpily by our table, it took some time, but they had succeeded in finding our table and sat down.

Lando was glaring at me and I danced away, well knowing his eyes burned holes in my skin.

"I wanna make love right now" I shout the song and Charlotte joins me. "Fuck yeah!" Isa shouts and I laugh at her as she spills her drink on herself and a stranger near us.

"Hey, what the fuck?!" A guy shouts and shove Isa into Kelley. "Hey! What's your problem?" I shout and move to stand in front of Isa and Kelley.

"She spilled a shitty drink on me!" He shouts and I raise an eyebrow in disbelief.

"It was an accident dude, besides whatever drink it was, the addition to that— could only be an upgrade" I spit and point at him as he gets in my face.

"Go on, I really wanna see what you're gonna do next" I comment with a smirk.

"Try me, I'm pissed off" I retort and he only glares at me harder.

"Oh fuck" Charlotte blurts as she looks behind me. I feel a new presence behind me.

"Get away from my girlfriend or I will remodel your face and it won't be pretty" Lando spits and I cross my arms while glaring at the guy.

"Back off, mate" Charles says and Charlotte joins his side. "Touch my sister once, and I will end you" Max says calmly, but with power radiating off of him.

The guy glares at me and backs off. The girls start cheering and I smirk. "Are you done now?" Lando asks and turn me around.

I pretend to think. "No" I say and leave. I got to the ladies room alone and I look at my tired sad face staring back at me.

"Fucking hell" I mutter and wash my hands and lean against the sink. I take a minute, but as I push myself off of the sink, the door opens and Lando walks in.

"What the hell are you doing in here?" I ask and I see him checking the stalls, making sure no one else is in here and he locks the door.

"What are you doing?" I ask impatiently.

"Listen" Lando says and walks up to me, it was clear that he was tired of my attitude.

"I'm afraid. All the fucking time. I can't bring myself to be intimate with you because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I didn't get you back for you to stay. I'm afraid you will slip through my fingers. I'm afraid to lose you, panic rises in me everytime I don't know where you are" Lando says angrily, spilling all of his feelings.

"Rejecting you is better than losing you again" Lando half whispers more calmly.

I don't know what to say and I just stand there and look at him.

"I'm afraid, Nathalie. I'm scared to death" Lando says and the tears in his eyes spill.

"Every time I don't sleep near you, I see the whole thing happening again and again. I can't breathe without you" Lando says and he starts to breathe harder.

"Lando, calm down—""—I know I have been a shitty boyfriend in the intimacy area, and I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you" Lando says and grip his hair.

I grab his hands and force him to release his hair and I put his hands on my cheeks and his eyes stare into mine. He sense my calmness and relfects off of it.

"Listen to me" I say and put his one hand on my heart. I calm myself as I say the next words with such confidence.

"I am not going to leave you. You're not going to lose me" I say and I know he feels my heartbeat, beat slowly at my words and he hears my calm words and feel my mouth move with confidence and strength.

"It's you and me, Lando. I'm here" I tell him and he nods as the tears spill. He releases a big breath in relief and he pulls me into a hug.

"I love you" I say and pull back slightly. Lando kisses me hard and I kiss him back. I feel all his anger and frustrations release in the kiss and he backs me up against the sink.

He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. "Wait, Lando" I say as he starts kissing down my neck. "Are you sure?" I ask and he nips at my skin as response.

"No more time to waste" Lando says hungrily and crash his lips to mine once again.

I moan as his hands slide the satin dress up my thighs. He grabs my ass and pull me closer to him. I feel his bugle through his pants and I bite my lip.

Lando pulls away and rest his forehead against mine, I look into to his beautiful eyes and I moan in surprise as Lando's fingers slide my panties to the side and inserted his two fingers.

He keeps his forehead against mine, watching me lose control. I was so wet and I was already close, his touch already worked up my orgasm.

Lando speeds up his pace and I moan and can't maintain eye contact anymore and I lean my head back while moaning his name.

Lando run his hand over my cheek, down my throat, then down my chest and he groans as he does feeling my pulse beating crazily for him as he worked his fingers inside me.

"Fuck, Lando" I moan loudly as I come on his fingers. Lando smirks and without warning he slides his rock hard dick into me.

I moan even harder as I adjust to his size. I whimper as he fuck me furiously. "Wait—Lando" I say and Lando slows down a bit to hear me out.

"No condom?" I ask and he shakes his head no. "I'm not on the pill anymore" I say nervously.

"Fuck it" Lando grunts and I go to protest, but he goes deeper in me and my eyes roll into the back of my head in pleasure.

Lando fucks me furiously on the sink and as he makes me come again, he pulls out and he comes in his hand, catching it all.

I'm a panting mess while Lando cleans up. He cleans me up too and move my panties back and I kiss him, still sitting on the sink.

"I love you" Lando says leaning his forehead against mine and I smile.

"And I love you"