YEONJUN clutched onto his chest as he laid in his bed, tears cascading down his porcelain cheeks. he simply yearned for soobin to return the feelings. he wanted the petals away.
yeonjun was surrounded in petals; beings that it was just petals he felt no need to get up and run to the bathroom. he was in constant pain, his throat scratching due to the rose petals.
a faint knock echoed through the empty room, sending yeonjun in a state of panic. "one moment!" he yelled out, pushing all the petals onto the side of his bed. he stood up and walked over to the door-collecting himself before he opened it.
he opened the door, and revealed a shirtless soobin. who's lips were swollen, and hair messy. yeonjun's cheeks grew heated, and he looked down. "y-yea?" he stuttered out.
soobin smiled, "do you mind going to taes tonight? yeji wants to be alone, and i wouldn't ask this but she REALLY wants it." soobin asked, yeonjun looked back up at soobin. searching in his brown orbs for a single ounce of feeling towards him.
"yeonjun?" soobin called out, bringing yeonjun back into his senses. "oh yea, sure." yeonjun dryly spoke, "great thanks!" soobin said with an excited smile, running back to his room where yeji laid.
"of course, she's already here." yeonjun whispered, shutting his door. he felt his chest tighten, much different than the way it felt with the simple petals.
yeonjun ran to his bathroom, collapsing onto his floor.
a mixture of blood, thorns, and full flowers passed his lips. his eyes widened as the flowers poured out his mouth, not stopping whatsoever.
the tears clouded his vision, and the blood seeped through. he heaved out a heavy breath, and fell back onto the door.
a sob leaving his lips.
he brought his blood stained fingers up to his mouth, covering up his lips to stop the oncoming sobs that were on the way.
"please...love me back."
