YEONJUN walked down the cracked sidewalk; the sun bleeding into a mixture of oranges and reds in the sky. his tired eyes longing at the multicolored sky above him, it's been two days since he's seen soobin. a part of him being terrified to see the male after the drunken incident that took place before the two of them.
his steps came to a halt, and he stood before the beach before him. allowing the faint winds to cascade down his petite frame. he gently closed his eyes, and held his head down-disgust lingering all over his body. in a way he felt guilty, he felt like he had taken advantage of soobin and yeji's relationship-despite the fact that he had pushed the boy off of him.
the comforting silence was interrupted as he heard faint footsteps behind him, abruptly stopping and standing next to him.
he let out a shaky sigh, and opened his eyes.
"yeonjun." soobin meekly spoke, not daring to look the elder in his eyes. "yea?" yeonjun croaked out, his throat burning with pain.
"im sorry." soobin apologized, turning to face the pink haired male. soobin remembered the events that occurred between the two, he remembers the way their lips molded together, he remembers the way yeonjun felt against him, but he couldn't remember feeling any type of feeling towards him.
"let's just forget this happened," soobin started, "i regret it, it should have never happened." soobin added, turning away and walking back to their shared home.
yeonjun felt the tears forming in his eyes, and his chest tightening.
he let out a deafening cough, causing his body to drop to the ground. he let out more coughs, pure pink petals escaping his cracked lips; coated with a reddish tint from the blood.
"i wish i could hate you." he whispered to himself, dropping to the ground and falling into a state of unconsciousness.
